I understand what you are going through. I am in a similar situation. I have been on Birth Control (YAZ) since I was 16. Now I decided to stop taking the birth control because I eventually want to have a baby. Nevertheless when I stopped taking the birth control my acne came back worse than ever. I hate having to go to work and school because everyone continues to ask me why is my face breaking out. It is the worse. So I saw a dermatologist and now my journey starts today. Good Luck on your journey.