I feel like I should be going out to parties doing stupid young people shit, but instead i´m staying in after school doing homework(barely),eating,sleeping,wasting my youth thanks to this garbage. I would like to hang out with people i know from school, but whenever they make plans I never ask if I can go because I feel like the'll just make some excuse to not include me. It's probably irrational, but that's what I honestly think.
Thinking about it there are a lot of things i've never done in my life like gotten drunk, high, or had sex. I know these aren't exactly great goals to have, like I said stupid shit, but as a teenage guy I feel like i'm missing out on something. I just want to be like all the other carefree dumbasses my age lol. Guess i'm just not that type of person.