update from me: I tried the same CBD oil as Ottovisual (http://www.apollyon....ls/cbd-oil-10ml) but didn't feel any different on it. After half the bottle was empty I emptied the other half in one day and still didn't feel anything. Also never felt anything from smoking/vaping (haven't tried more than a few times).
I've not found a way to consistently feel good yet, although I feel good on most mornings or if I stay inside all day. Hot showers or exercising outside make my skin dry up, my body ache and my brain feel numb. For anxiety and sexual issues I have found abstaining from masturbation and porn to be very helpful.