Neve

In the end it doesn't matter how other people see you. If you are so unwilling to give yourself a chance than obviously your acne isn't going to get better. Before you go anywhere you have to accept who you are and commit to becoming the person you want to be. No one can help you but, yourself. It's about making that lifestyle change that will finally get you to where you want to be. Welcome support and listen to kind words, use all the resources you have to motivate you to love yourself. Then once your happy you'll see how obvious it is that self pity is a whole lot uglier than any skin troubles or body issues.

I understand how horrible and difficult it can be to live with acne but, the first step to getting rid of it is loving yourself. I have no facts backing this up or scientific studies, but I can personally tell you that your beating yourself up over nothing. Beauty is who you are not what covers the surface. I have body acne and I used to avoid wearing anything that might reveal my skin. But with time and support I've learned to understand that hiding doesn't make anything go away. By recognizing your strengths and talents you'll discover that by doing what you love with who you love will make it soooo much easier to tackle your acne. If you aren't happy you're doing something wrong. But when your doing what your meant to do, living the life you want to live, and loving those who love from the bottom of there heart, that is when you are the most beautiful , in everyones eyes.