^ tht sounds like miracle cure aka too good to b true? bt im p intrigued so its on my list now!
nyway wanted just to say tht bee pollen doesnt work for nothing at all, ive been using it n nothing happened neither for disorder ive used it for neither acne, i was using recomended dose however so mayb u hv to eat rly loads of it bt stuff is very very expensive, dunno who can do tht
im so depressed right now bt thts wht i get for being such a idiot
i was talking to this person tht i kinda like n would like as a friend n we had a convo abt some things n everything was great until things started to touch some substances n abt effects on ur body n stuff like tht n as soon as tht happened i automatically switched into research mood n kinda become manic abt drawing some info out of them
the thing is i said some things tht i only later realised they couldve been uncomfortable abt or relate to (cos i fkn said so obv af) n i guess got offended. i just fucking killed everything. i didnt meant tht abt them at all!!! bt i was in this science mood n just wanted to find out everything asap again tht wasnt thinking abt wht i say ><
now im so depressed cos it probably depressed them too, deff made everything soo awkward
oh god how i hate myself right now, y i couldnt hv been normal nd healthy tht doesnt wory abt this kinda shit. its just made everything lame n just tastes so bad now, fuking topic u just dnt discuss with someone u like omg wht was i thinking >< bt im so fkng desperate to figure out everything i cant control myself
they wont talk to me now, i know, nd idk how to fix this now