Sum1killme

If I knew my death would cure everybody's acne and would no longer exist. I seriously wouldn't think twice about it. All the lives saved from the emotional and physcal pain would be gone and so would my useless life. There would be no need to worship or thank me for it, I wouldn't even care if anybody knew it was me who did it. Of course other greater probloms would exist but I don't think the value of my life would cure every illness. If i had to chose that would be it.

Well I just feel that if it wasn't for my experience with acne I would actually have friends and people to talk to and hang around with. Instead I have always ran away from socializing because my acne made me feel like I didn't belong with regular people so I got used to never having any friends and I realize now I will probably continue to live like this because of the lack of experience
I have with being around people. Every time I'm around a group of people now I feel really nervous and I can feel my heart beating really fast and I feel really uncomfortable. I was just wondering if anybody knows or has overcome this feeling of not fitting in and has gotten out of
It somehow and also if anybody has any tips on how to socialize with people cause I feel like I really need to change before it's too late.

Vital Care enriched skin treatments Aloe Vera Anti-Aging moisturizing lotion. Works to reverse signs of aging. Softens and protects with collagen proteins, restores smooth, silky skin with vitamins A,D,E formulated with antioxidants and fights free radicals. That's all it says and I don't know if I should use it for my face any suggestions or input would be highly appreciated.

Ingredients: water,mineral oil,stearic
acid,propylene glycol,Ceteral alcohol,polysorbate 60, aloe barbadensis leaf juice,cetyl alcohol, hydrolyzed elastin, collagen amino acids, cholecalciferol, glycerin,tocopheryl acetate, retinyl palminate, corn oil, imidazolidinyl urea, methylparaben, propylparaben, yellow 5 , yellow 6.
Sounds like a lot of scary shit.

Before acne I used to be a nice guy I actually cared for people, enjoyed life and was allways a positive person with a great outlook on life. Now I realize that person is nonexsistant. My severe acne and studder problem made me become a fucking angry bastard with no meaning to live or sympathy for anything. This has resulted in no social life of any sort and really makes me sad just thinking how life could have been different. Just recently I looked up some of my old friends or better yet classmates on the interweb and most of them have gone on with their lives living it to it's fullest partying and what not fucking each other drinking going out living life I guess.

I can barley check the mail without being embarrassed about my crator face. The person I have become such a negetive person that I can't stand talking to a person for not than a minute without being exhausted from pretending to give a fuck about what they are saying I have lost all intrest in life and humanity I can't fucking stand humans there is somthing wrong with me I hate people!!!! I don't fear anything anymore not even death. I just want myself back this person I have become is not me. All I want in life is too be happy.

Just wondering if anybody on this site have used or seen any results with this product on healing acne scars.