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AbyBar

Member Since 24 Sep 2011
Offline Last Active Jul 01 2013 08:54 AM

#3331713 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 07 March 2013 - 07:13 PM

I still have acne here and there but school and work really keep my mind at peace . They both coexist In harmony for me :)
Trying to focus more on what's important . For example, like living in the moment. I realized that my acne will take years to subside and my face will take some years as well to heal from the cystic acne damage, but that doesn't mean I will hibernate, seclude myself an isolate myself. I have to explore the platitudes, the sorrow and the warmth of the sun . I laugh at the face of acne because it hasn't defeated me . NEVER WILL.


#3300771 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 07 November 2012 - 06:36 PM

AAAHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAAAAAHHH !!!!!
I am so happy that my heart is jumping,pumping 100x faster, doing the moon walk Posted Image Posted Image Posted Image . Why? If my face is still infested with ACNE? Well i nailed my 7 min speech today. Claps and smiles were seen as i was scanning the audience and for the first time i felt STRONG in POWER.
I wish all of you guys who are down could feel this way. Its a beautiful feeling and to top it off I got a B+ on my Poly sci Exam. Heck YESSS !!! Made a new friend too her name is Trang she is wonderful. Today was full of blessings.
Be blessed everyone or die trying :)


#3300438 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 06 November 2012 - 11:32 AM

I've been eating so unhealthy these past few days :( not good . Decided to go buy some healthy food at trader joe's today.
Have to get back on that healthy train :) :)
Overall, im feeling BLAHH about my skin. Its neither Neg. or Pos. like in between.
Be blessed people and embrace your beauty.


#3299353 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 01 November 2012 - 02:48 PM

WOW ! I am shocked ! It's been a while since i've been content with myself. Despite that i still have acne lingering around i actually dont mind. I was watching a documentary this morning "Facing Death." Let me tell you its an eye opener. Its about elderly people with chronic illnesses basically prolonging their lives through machines (ventilators). The decision of life or death is placed on the family members and man oh man. Its such an emotional movie, brought me to the brink of tears. Made me appreciate life more.

I am so HAPPY today :) :) so many smiles and hugs to share.
I specifically wrote in BOLD so that my msg could stick out ha-ha :D
Cherish every moment !  


#3297781 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 25 October 2012 - 05:25 PM

Ahhhhh !! Yesss !!! I aced my exam with an A baby :) :)
Studying really pays off....I cannot wait until i get my degree in Nutrition and Science, i know i will be one great, honest nutritionist Posted Image Posted Image
Heading down the right path and it feels so wonderful .
Now cut me some slack and give me presentable skin, im not asking for clear skin all i want is skin with no actives. I dont mind having scars and blemishes . haha jk. I know within time i will achieve what i've been struggling for.

Have a good day everyone. Stay Blessed !


#3296919 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 22 October 2012 - 05:37 PM

Hmmmm words to describe my day today Posted Image .......
Well, school went well had an impromptu speech to give about religion...boy oh boy was i nervous. Ha-ha have to admit i had some laughs while standing behind podium just staring at my mates Posted Image .
Other than that my skin is on the road to recovery hopefully. Its still awful but heck cant revolve all my thoughts on that issue. At least not today.
Be Blessed people Posted Image Posted Image .


#3295950 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 18 October 2012 - 02:22 PM

BLAHHHHH !!! Just received Dans regiment today :)
yay im excited to start it tonight !!! i will start slowly though not crazy bumping the BP on the first day. Hopefully this clears me !!!! prayers Posted Image Posted Image Posted Image


#3292923 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 07 October 2012 - 10:50 AM

Well parts of my skin are better than yesterday, other parts are a little worse. At least that's some improvement Posted Image
Going to spend my day doing a little uni work and going out for a late lunch and movie with my mum. It's been a while since we had a day out together.


Today is a terrible day for me. I was cleansing and when i began to moisturize, BOOM a zit erupted and then i aw blood. Fudgeeeeeee
Acne i hate you. its ruining my skin !!!!!!!!!!!!Make up can't even hide it !!!!!!!! anyways, I hate make up !!!!!!!!
I don't think i can remember the last time i had clear skin !!!!!! May have been years ago !!!! Im cursed w/acne !!!
WELL, Praying that tomorrow is a better day. Also wishing that everyone who is depressed like myself in regards to acne can build up the courage to let go and live. Be happy !!!!


I know exactly what you mean! Makeup might hide some redness for me but it can't hide bumps / skin texture. It's hard for me to remember a time with clear skin too. I think I can remember only a few months scattered over the last 7 years that my skin was pretty much clear. I'd love to be 'pretty much clear' if not completely clear!
Hoping I'll reach that state soon though Posted Image

Hang in there everyone - try and enjoy your day / night!


Acne is so annoying !!! I will be praying that we reach the clear state soon .Posted Image  
At the moment i have like 3 cysts that hurt like a mother.....on my jawline !!! I hate cysts !!!!!!!! I use to have clear moments as well between the years and it was never this bad. i never had cysts until last year !!!!!!!!
Lets try not to get depressed, even though it may seem very difficult but i know we can do it. Be happy !!!!!!!


#3292754 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 06 October 2012 - 11:54 AM

Today is a terrible day for me. I was cleansing and when i began to moisturize, BOOM a zit erupted and then i aw blood. Fudgeeeeeee
Acne i hate you. its ruining my skin !!!!!!!!!!!!Make up can't even hide it !!!!!!!! anyways, I hate make up !!!!!!!!
I don't think i can remember the last time i had clear skin !!!!!! May have been years ago !!!! Im cursed w/acne !!!
WELL, Praying that tomorrow is a better day. Also wishing that everyone who is depressed like myself in regards to acne can build up the courage to let go and live. Be happy !!!!


#3291522 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 02 October 2012 - 02:11 PM


I HATE CYSTS !!!!!!!!!!!! THEY TAKE DAYS TO HEAL AND THE BLEMISHES THEY LEAVE TAKE MONTHS TO FADE !!!!! ARGH !
HAVE A FEW ACTIVES, NO WHITEHEADS, JUST RED PIMPLES AND A FEW CYSTS LIKE 2 . WHEN WILL THEY GO AWAY !!!!! Posted Image SOON I HOPE.
When you feel as if your acne is finally diminishing a couple more appear ...i don't get it ... its like there giving us false hopes.
Well, other than that, today i will have a good day regardless....Study time.....Movies(DARK KNIGHT RISES).....and a miniature jog like 2 miles perhaps.
Remember my .org peeps, " be strong because things will get better, it may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever."
Follow me on Instagram Posted Image Bea Barajas haha .


Followed you!



YAY !!!!!Posted Image
I FOLLOW BACK !!!! TOO !!!!!


#3291455 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 02 October 2012 - 11:17 AM

I HATE CYSTS !!!!!!!!!!!! THEY TAKE DAYS TO HEAL AND THE BLEMISHES THEY LEAVE TAKE MONTHS TO FADE !!!!! ARGH !
HAVE A FEW ACTIVES, NO WHITEHEADS, JUST RED PIMPLES AND A FEW CYSTS LIKE 2 . WHEN WILL THEY GO AWAY !!!!! Posted Image SOON I HOPE.
When you feel as if your acne is finally diminishing a couple more appear ...i don't get it ... its like there giving us false hopes.
Well, other than that, today i will have a good day regardless....Study time.....Movies(DARK KNIGHT RISES).....and a miniature jog like 2 miles perhaps.
Remember my .org peeps, " be strong because things will get better, it may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever."
Follow me on Instagram Posted Image Bea Barajas haha .


#3290733 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 29 September 2012 - 11:23 AM

oppa...  gangnam style!  (lol sorry but i just found out about this and its friggen hilarious)


The music video is hilarious and there gang am dance too Posted Image

Well could my acne possibly get worse Posted Image  I'm not really content with the way my skin has been looking lately. So i am staying in today an i will practice my gang am style !!!!!!!!


#3290495 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 28 September 2012 - 11:52 AM

Good Morning People,
So today I woke up to many new breakouts Posted Image
When you think its getting better then ACNE comes back !!!!!!!!!! Darn You !!!!! I have many actives and a few that are painful and one that burst. Ewe! Yuckers!
Why ? why ? Im trying not to get discouraged but its awful having a face infested with ACNE !!!!!
Todays mission: Study Hard. Cook Fish. Study More. Work out. Think Positive.
Other than that I'm praying that it heals and it goes away. Posted Image
Not only my acne everyone who suffers from it too.


#3289991 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 26 September 2012 - 05:13 PM

ARGH, Realized that i was sitting in Political Science class touching and picking my face for about an hour. Jeesh ! Can't break the habit. Other than that not to bothered about my acne. Even though i still have many actives. Posted Image  
However, that doesn't stop the boys from talking to me. Which really makes me feel contentPosted Image
Here i would think they would avoid me due to my acne but its the complete opposite. And not just boys, girls too. Met a couple of interesting people this semester so far yay ! for new friendships Posted Image
Once again people from the .org, Be happy and think of strategies to bolster your confidence. Beauty is a mere adjective but that can be described in many ways and we are all beautiful in unique ways !!!


#3289610 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by AbyBar on 25 September 2012 - 11:41 AM

The weather here in Cali is fresh now yay Posted Image
Finally maybe my ACNE will calm down without that intense heat.
Dealing with many PIH & waiting patiently for them to diminish soon. Posted Image
The good news is that I haven't had a cyst for a couple of days now. What a relief.
Overall, another lovely day. Thinking of enjoying the fresh weather by going to the beach or walking a couple blocks to ease the tension.
People just remember "we are our worst critics."
What may look severe to us may go unnoticed by the people that love us. Surround yourself with love. Posted Image