Thanks Kim. Lord knows i'm trying. I think that there is an acne cure out there but they'd never give it to us because if acne can be cured, then there's no money to be made. Yes, BCP are the devil for me. Still considering Spiro - worried about the infamous IB and having to wait 6 mnths to see if there will be improvement. I used the SA wash today and i think it has started purging my skin - getting pimples coming up in areas that were clear for a while - is that even possible? Im just breaking out so much daily i don't know what is what and NOTHING is healing. I have a derm appt tomorrow with a new derm and i'm gonna try and pitch tane to him and i also have a phone conference with my current derm on Tuesday so i'll also try to get her input on low dose accutane. I think because i have allowed my acne to remain untreated for so long, it has gotten a good foot hold and treating it with weak topicals such as SA won't do much.
Pray for me hun - I know I am not emotionally strong enough for this but God is.