I've been following your log since beginning. I know exactly how you feel. Last 3 months have been utter hell for me. I breakout every single day. Stuff starts to heal and a new batch just follows. I cry almost everyday, I hate going out.
Every time I think i'm going to get a break, something awful arises. Was feeling "ok" last cpl of days, woke up this morning with one of the biggest cysts I've ever had, its horrible. I also have one under my eye that is freaking me out. Have a few small zits, and red marks that are taking forever to heal. I hate the way I look.
I'm going to call derm and beg to get in for shots today, I was just there last Thursday. So frustrating. I started spiro last Monday, i'm so hoping it will be my cure. Hopefully the both of us will be happier soon.
Hang in there and know you are not alone!