Currently, I am drinking, and on my way to being drunk as intended. You see, I'm not doing "this" because alcohol tastes good or I because I have an addiction. I drink socially is all on occasion- never to stupor. No, this is to release endorphins that will shall we say.. elevate my mood a bit...much needed.
My ex never commented on my acne really. Never really cared. I guess that's noble and good quality of her. But does not excuse her for using me as she did;two years and I have nothing to show for it.b!tch.
Moving forward here, I'm starting a log/blog for my results of 1) no masturbation or sex until well ...marriage? Certainly the next relationship I have which seems as dim as the farthest star..I do not see it happening unless by divine intervention.
Secondly, I started using Derma E's tea tree oil cleanser and Aztec healing mask clay thing with ACV. I will be starting the clay in the am (i work noc's) with the cleanser in the day time.
Seen a post for lactoferrin pill. My try it. Idk.
Anyway.My short history: 24 y.o male who works strictly nights keeping those under my care alive and in some cases comfortable during the dying process. battled acne since 17 and have tried numerous OTC and prescription products that have failed in long run. I eat relatively better than before with fresh produce, greens, antibiotic free chicken, limited beef, drink coconut water, fresh fruit smoothies on occasion and with the exception of now, no alcohol.
Day 1 i have 2 active areas with redden marks left from previous breakout. wish they would fade faster...
..and i haven't had sex in 1 week to be exact.