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fatalbert911

Member Since 20 Oct 2010
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#3413511 Let's Be Real Guy's

Posted by fatalbert911 on 11 February 2014 - 01:41 PM

The single biggest reason why us guys absolutely hate acne, is because it makes it near fuking impossible to get any girls.

We have such a gigantic disadvantage to even clear skin bellow average guys. Because at least they don't have spots and holes all over there face. Fml


#3388918 :(

Posted by fatalbert911 on 17 October 2013 - 05:48 AM

Yeah this is why i didn't go to collage right after high school. I knew it would just be more bull sh!t.

So I've been trying my luck at jobs and guess what? I've petty much been made fun of in all the places I'veI've been. Preventing me from holding down a job.

All you can do is try and w8 it out. Its complete bs


#3388912 The Truth Is The World Is A Sad Place

Posted by fatalbert911 on 17 October 2013 - 05:34 AM

We all live in a false reality, we try to go along with the system just to have a better future, lets face it if we didn't our lifes will be a lot worse then right now. There's too much hatred in this world, every man is for himself at the end of the day. we just have to be optimistic about it and get along with it, we can't really do much else

isn't that the truth, but what realy pisses me off is that the false reality was made by the people on top. Im living based on their pre set boundaries and so is everyone else. Amazing how people just go along with it... Sad too.


#3386922 I Say Let's Make Our Own Town...

Posted by fatalbert911 on 07 October 2013 - 05:54 AM

You want to know what it feels like to be normal? What better way then to live amongst your own kind. few & far between we are vulnerable to the scrutiny of "normal" people, but together we would be able to exist in an environment that we'd love.

Lets pick out the land & build our community from scratch. I know for a fact that our town would be filled with nothing but good people. To be accepted you'd need to have at least some acne or scars, once in you'd be received with open arms & know that you'd always be welcomed here as one of us.

What a beautiful thought that is. For all of us to have a chance at a truly normal existence, that's all iv ever wanted since i first got my acne. I'm absolutely sure our society would be vastly superior to our counterparts for all the right reasons.

I could see it as a place of tolerance & respect for people. Where it's more then ok to be different. A place of kind, understanding folks. Yeah, if such a place existed right now I'd leave for it tomorrow... would you?


#3381058 The Realities Of Acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 06 September 2013 - 09:31 PM


Sorry guys, I went over the line there. Been tough times lately. No reason to rage it out here though. sorry again


Well as far as me feelings go. Im fine i dont get hurt by words..


#3377899 Do People Notice Acne Scars?

Posted by fatalbert911 on 25 August 2013 - 10:05 PM

yeah of course they do




#3371694 The Realities Of Acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 04 August 2013 - 03:15 AM

Is that it'll make you an out cast to your own species, oh what fun! this sh*t stays on your face for years & after that in come the scars for round two. The reality is that your in for a world of misery & pain buddy so get comfortable, because it's going to be along ride. 

 

As for me yeah i'v felt it all, heard it all too. humanity can bury itself, i'll help. i'm tired of dealing with all the as* holes every day. there's just no escaping this it really is hell on earth, nightmare edition. i haven't gotten a singles day's break from this in nearly a decade, not a single one. i'm sure that would be enough to drive some people crazy & take a long walk off a short cliff.

 

You'll never be able to go out without somebody mentioning it... ever & if you think you have you probably just didn't hear it. kiss your social life goodbye too for the most part if not entirely & don't even think about your love life ha. I hope you have a hermit type personality otherwise you might go insane. 

 

Forget about having a good time, unless it's by yourself. Get ready to blow all your hard earned money on useless trash treatments as well. they don't care about you man! they just want that money in your wallet XD. Don't be so gullible, acne is the #1 reason people go to the derm, do you think those guys are going to let their cash cow die? Not a chance, it's business nothing personal.

 

 I think this is a good start of an idea of what the reality of acne is. I felt the need to post this, because i feel that this section has became a little too pg13 for me & has started to annoy me. so i'll just lay it out how it is raw & uncut. this sh*t is a nightmare man all the way make no mistake about it. 

 

I'm really not looking for a motivational response either, you'd be wasting your time. my view is set in stone. I have eight years of experience to thank for that. you don't have to respond i'm satisfied with giving the org a dose of reality & telling it like it is. i want people to know so at least they won't have to learn it the hard way & spare themselves the misery...




#3371687 Does Anyone Actually Care?

Posted by fatalbert911 on 04 August 2013 - 02:11 AM

Yeah i wonder this sometimes too & my conclusion is the same. i'v read post's on here that are a decade old & it's pretty much the same bull sh*t. the treatment option are nearly identical it's f***ing ridiculous. All these years & you think that someone somewhere would have made a breakthrough already. honestly im pretty sure we are being sent on a wild chase. i'm sure acne products are the main cash cow for these bastards & the last thing they'd want to do is kill it.

 

If a cure the show up it won't come until they've sucked us dry, because that's how business works the only thing that matter is profit & the bottom line. Make no mistake these people are ruthless & could care less how much acn has f'ed up your life, all they care about & want is your money




#3366886 What Does Clear Skin Feel Like?

Posted by fatalbert911 on 16 July 2013 - 02:19 PM

I think I'd feel carefree and be ready for anything.




#3358202 Meanest thing that someone has said about your acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 15 June 2013 - 10:18 AM

If my reality is just mine, then why do others experience the same thing? those people aren't in my neighborhood as far as I know in fact I'd bet they are in many different one's all over the country and you know what? it's the same thing every time. humiliation, negativity, sadness this isn't just a random coincidence, it's the way this world works. Those "charities" especially the real big ones I'm sure a spending that cash real well... in the Caribbean that is XD. 

 

This world is corrupt, bleak, immoral, immature and again just trash. Are there good people? Sure, but in an ocean of trash is hard to see clear waters. Look, I think i do myself harm, the problem is I care to much about the state the worlds is in and I am not yet in a time where I could make any real difference.

 

ps: tell those plp to start an acne charity because lord know we need it lol that fake bum.

 

To the guy wanting to smack those, who think world isn't trash, back to reality - your reality is just yours. And again - the world doesn't end where your neighbourhood ends. If 100 pages of people ranting on acne forum is > than the input done by many compassionate people from various organisations, charities etc to improve the world at least a bit, well... I think it's obvious what really is trashy here. Someone's perception and pov... Very sad.   




#3352825 Meanest thing that someone has said about your acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 28 May 2013 - 06:27 PM

Yeah and yet people have the nerve to tell me this world isn't trash.... I want to smack them back to reality.

94 pages, damn that will give you some insight into the reality of the world.



well currently I'm being made fun of at work what a surprise... for those of you who say my acne isn't that bad tell this fools lol. it's like everyday man, I'm like dame these people are so sad picking on me for that. it doesn't effect me though I've moved past that a while ago, in fact I laugh whenever they say something. it's funny to me how childish they are. luckily they allow earplugs so I just use that all day long lol, works pretty well mostly. once a make some $ I'll start checking out my options...

 

ah man memories. in my 20's when my shit was bad i had 40 and 50 year old dudes making fun of me when i worked at mechanic shop. made me realize people dont really grow up. i tried to laugh it off at first but if you do that they become persistent and it gets out of control. start taking liberties. i should of wrecked one of those old f*cks maybe they would of shut up about it but ofcourse I didn't. whatever.

yeah, it really bothers me how many older plp are like that. you would think that with age comes out the better quality in a person, but yeah grown ass plp 30 & up still acting in that way makes me feel bad for them really, i won't be like that when im older. these plp have little sympathy or understanding for my situation, i find it pathetic on their part...

 

Real waste of space imo, the world needs less people like that & more open minded ones like  myself/people on the org.




#3352760 Meanest thing that someone has said about your acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 28 May 2013 - 02:18 PM

Yeah and yet people have the nerve to tell me this world isn't trash.... I want to smack them back to reality.

94 pages, damn that will give you some insight into the reality of the world.



well currently I'm being made fun of at work what a surprise... for those of you who say my acne isn't that bad tell this fools lol. it's like everyday man, I'm like dame these people are so sad picking on me for that. it doesn't effect me though I've moved past that a while ago, in fact I laugh whenever they say something. it's funny to me how childish they are. luckily they allow earplugs so I just use that all day long lol, works pretty well mostly. once a make some $ I'll start checking out my options...




#3349337 I Survived High School, I'll Survive Anything

Posted by fatalbert911 on 17 May 2013 - 03:41 PM

Why thank you, glad my story reached out to you. i hope that some kid going through the same thing reads it and knows that it is possible to push through and that no matter how bad it is if it will eventually end. if i made it i know others can too.

*huge hug*

wow I felt each and every word yu wrote deep in my heart..

yu went through some really emotional times...acne ruins peoples lives ugh!!!

but hey put yur head high coz yur worth it these people with flawless skin aint better than us right?!




#3349150 I Survived High School, I'll Survive Anything

Posted by fatalbert911 on 16 May 2013 - 10:13 PM

Even though I spent my entire freshmen year in alternative school, where there weren't many people and I looked like a tough mother... so people didn't mess with me as much. but for the remaining three years I can remember all the bullying id get for my acne. Funny how people talk so much trash with other people around but one vs. one they never say anything to my face even to this day. I have an intimidating image, 6ft tall serious look on my face and a cold stare that could shake most people up. I guess that in turn helped me to survive those three years, even though I still missed many day's and as a result I spent all three summers catching up my credits for that diploma.

 

Seriously though here's a description of my day, I never went to breakfast instead I would hide in the library and when they where closed I tried to waste as much time as I could in the bathroom. I had to go to 7 classes a day and I dreaded every time the bell rang because I had to walk around with my horrible looking face, needles to say I always tried to get there as fast as I could and when I did get there I'd be so mentally exhausted that I just laid my head down and go to sleep the whole period. I never went to lunch instead again id just go to the library and hide there.

 

I had very few people I talked to, you could count them on your hands. didn't go to prom or any event's. never had any kind of enjoyment for going to school except the part when I got to go home. some day's id be so tiered id just go on the couch and go straight to asleep. the whole thing was a real f'ed up experience but somehow some way I managed to get through it. I mean I didn't even go to my own god dame graduation man, like wth really? When I look back now I try to think of how and why I did make it and there are a few reason why.  

 

One because of my mom, I didn't want to let her down and I myself didn't want to be a drop out and two because I looked at it as something I had to do. had I dropped out I wouldn't have been doing anything anyway because of my acne so I just figured why not just go and get it over with. well I did and from what I can tell I believe I'm ready for anything this cruel, unjust world throws at me. whether it's a crap ass job, the daily ass's of society or a nuclear bomb.

 

Even though I still have ptsd from the whole ordeal I'm much better off in how I deal with it then before. I have an emotional and mental will of iron unbreakable by mere words....




#3341686 The Truth Is The World Is A Sad Place

Posted by fatalbert911 on 18 April 2013 - 10:00 PM

Life as a human on this miserable pile of dirt is pathetic, yeah that's right I said it and don't give me that bs that it isn't. Not only do I live in a decaying society where crime and gangs seem to be the norm, where people are shallow to the core and no one really cares about a stranger anymore. people are forced to work as a wage slave all their lives and for what? the next model car, that new home you'll spend the next 30 years paying off... to me it's just not worth it. I'm that kind of guy that just doesn't fit into to today's modern society you know? some of it because of the acne yes, but it's more then that I look around and hate what I see. police use threats of incarceration to intimidate the innocent, what a horrible place prison is I'd never go there alive I'll tell you that right here and now. The people that say we are civilized, I'd like to ask what planet they've been living on because it dame sure isn't this one. I got to deal with all this shit, on top of doing a daily routine that I probably wont be happy with because life on earth is just hard like that . How do you guy's do it, seriously lol. I use to think being a thinker was a good thing but I take it back. I'd much rather be an ignorant pin head then to see and know what's going on around me..

 

Now that's just in America, imagine how it is on the third world countries. holy shit what a nightmare, scares me straight sometimes just thinking about it! those poor bastards lol you got to feel bad for them. how are you suppose to live a peaceful life when you have all this bull going on around you? Dame near impossible of you ask me, this world is a sad place no doubt. As a kid you view this place differently, you guy's know what I'm talking about. The world just seem more... alive idk special I guess. no doubt due to the innocence of a young mind, but as the years go by you begin to open up your eye's to what this place really is. It's all just one big dump, a peace of dust on our galaxy, lets not even compare it to the entire universe. The earth it self is nice even though it has many flaws, but it's our home and I care for her. But my species unfortunately has found just about every way to fuck it up any and every way it can.

 

I know people can be better then this, because I try to be. but because the system we are in it's difficult for anyone to be a good person in general... sigh I'm here thinking about all this at 19 lol. acne sure has given me a lot of free time to myself haha, I should have been a poet eusa_boohoo.gif. I'm just glad that at the very least I have this wonderful amazing thing called the internet where I can share my view of the world with anyone who's willing to listen. well read technically, anyway thanks' for taking the time to read another of my thread's. after all you guy's are the whole reason I even type my ideas in so yeah thanks =) - Albert out