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fatalbert911

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#3413511 Let's Be Real Guy's

Posted by fatalbert911 on 11 February 2014 - 01:41 PM

The single biggest reason why us guys absolutely hate acne, is because it makes it near fuking impossible to get any girls.

We have such a gigantic disadvantage to even clear skin bellow average guys. Because at least they don't have spots and holes all over there face. Fml


#3388918 :(

Posted by fatalbert911 on 17 October 2013 - 05:48 AM

Yeah this is why i didn't go to collage right after high school. I knew it would just be more bull sh!t.

So I've been trying my luck at jobs and guess what? I've petty much been made fun of in all the places I'veI've been. Preventing me from holding down a job.

All you can do is try and w8 it out. Its complete bs


#3388912 The Truth Is The World Is A Sad Place

Posted by fatalbert911 on 17 October 2013 - 05:34 AM

We all live in a false reality, we try to go along with the system just to have a better future, lets face it if we didn't our lifes will be a lot worse then right now. There's too much hatred in this world, every man is for himself at the end of the day. we just have to be optimistic about it and get along with it, we can't really do much else

isn't that the truth, but what realy pisses me off is that the false reality was made by the people on top. Im living based on their pre set boundaries and so is everyone else. Amazing how people just go along with it... Sad too.


#3386922 I Say Let's Make Our Own Town...

Posted by fatalbert911 on 07 October 2013 - 05:54 AM

You want to know what it feels like to be normal? What better way then to live amongst your own kind. few & far between we are vulnerable to the scrutiny of "normal" people, but together we would be able to exist in an environment that we'd love.

Lets pick out the land & build our community from scratch. I know for a fact that our town would be filled with nothing but good people. To be accepted you'd need to have at least some acne or scars, once in you'd be received with open arms & know that you'd always be welcomed here as one of us.

What a beautiful thought that is. For all of us to have a chance at a truly normal existence, that's all iv ever wanted since i first got my acne. I'm absolutely sure our society would be vastly superior to our counterparts for all the right reasons.

I could see it as a place of tolerance & respect for people. Where it's more then ok to be different. A place of kind, understanding folks. Yeah, if such a place existed right now I'd leave for it tomorrow... would you?


#3381058 The Realities Of Acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 06 September 2013 - 09:31 PM


Sorry guys, I went over the line there. Been tough times lately. No reason to rage it out here though. sorry again


Well as far as me feelings go. Im fine i dont get hurt by words..


#3377899 Do People Notice Acne Scars?

Posted by fatalbert911 on 25 August 2013 - 10:05 PM

yeah of course they do




#3371694 The Realities Of Acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 04 August 2013 - 03:15 AM

Is that it'll make you an out cast to your own species, oh what fun! this sh*t stays on your face for years & after that in come the scars for round two. The reality is that your in for a world of misery & pain buddy so get comfortable, because it's going to be along ride. 

 

As for me yeah i'v felt it all, heard it all too. humanity can bury itself, i'll help. i'm tired of dealing with all the as* holes every day. there's just no escaping this it really is hell on earth, nightmare edition. i haven't gotten a singles day's break from this in nearly a decade, not a single one. i'm sure that would be enough to drive some people crazy & take a long walk off a short cliff.

 

You'll never be able to go out without somebody mentioning it... ever & if you think you have you probably just didn't hear it. kiss your social life goodbye too for the most part if not entirely & don't even think about your love life ha. I hope you have a hermit type personality otherwise you might go insane. 

 

Forget about having a good time, unless it's by yourself. Get ready to blow all your hard earned money on useless trash treatments as well. they don't care about you man! they just want that money in your wallet XD. Don't be so gullible, acne is the #1 reason people go to the derm, do you think those guys are going to let their cash cow die? Not a chance, it's business nothing personal.

 

 I think this is a good start of an idea of what the reality of acne is. I felt the need to post this, because i feel that this section has became a little too pg13 for me & has started to annoy me. so i'll just lay it out how it is raw & uncut. this sh*t is a nightmare man all the way make no mistake about it. 

 

I'm really not looking for a motivational response either, you'd be wasting your time. my view is set in stone. I have eight years of experience to thank for that. you don't have to respond i'm satisfied with giving the org a dose of reality & telling it like it is. i want people to know so at least they won't have to learn it the hard way & spare themselves the misery...




#3371687 Does Anyone Actually Care?

Posted by fatalbert911 on 04 August 2013 - 02:11 AM

Yeah i wonder this sometimes too & my conclusion is the same. i'v read post's on here that are a decade old & it's pretty much the same bull sh*t. the treatment option are nearly identical it's f***ing ridiculous. All these years & you think that someone somewhere would have made a breakthrough already. honestly im pretty sure we are being sent on a wild chase. i'm sure acne products are the main cash cow for these bastards & the last thing they'd want to do is kill it.

 

If a cure the show up it won't come until they've sucked us dry, because that's how business works the only thing that matter is profit & the bottom line. Make no mistake these people are ruthless & could care less how much acn has f'ed up your life, all they care about & want is your money




#3367954 Sometimes I Hate People.

Posted by fatalbert911 on 21 July 2013 - 01:27 AM

yeah i use to be in this kind of situation all the time when my skin was at it's worst. even now i still get it just not as extreme as before. Now it's just the mentioning of my acne, it use to be something like omg/wtf/god dame/ugly/ewww/wow/jesus christ lol well you get the picture. that was pretty much a daily thing back when i was in hs & whenever i was out in public. especially during the first five years my skin looked just straight up deformed, i swear it was that bad. 

 

I keep mentioning here on the org, that i sometimes wonder how i made it through those times. I guess a little by luck, but i just straight up grinded it out everyday. i just imagined that someday it would get better & it would all end sooner or later, one way or another. really that is the biggest reason that keeps me going & will continue to keeo me going probably till the day i'm gone.

 

because you see this is the way i see it & i'll probably make a thread for this with more details sometime lol. (i'm getting ideas while i type) Ok now, see how i think about it is this... i am lucky enough, smart really to know that i am a being that wont be here forever & that someday, somewhere, somehow i am going to die. when i do that will be the end of my earthly suffering,pain,sadness but also joy as well, everything really.

 

So i guess i figure what the hell i know it's all going to end someday & for all i know i'll never be alive again. From that idea i just take it one day at a time, just to see where it all goes. To see what happens, what else we learn, what else we create. indeed i figure why not be a wittiness of humanity, a wittiness to life, a wittiness to the universe that to me is a hell of a reason to stay alive.

 

my life, is far from the best & it will maybe last 80+ years if im lucky in that time i want to try & learn as much as i can about my surroundings in this reality. Am i happy right now? honestly no i long to be carefree about my looks & feel that a average skin would allow me to be that. All i can & want to do is the same thing as before imagine a better tomorrow & just take it one day at a time..




#3366886 What Does Clear Skin Feel Like?

Posted by fatalbert911 on 16 July 2013 - 02:19 PM

I think I'd feel carefree and be ready for anything.




#3358202 Meanest thing that someone has said about your acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 15 June 2013 - 10:18 AM

If my reality is just mine, then why do others experience the same thing? those people aren't in my neighborhood as far as I know in fact I'd bet they are in many different one's all over the country and you know what? it's the same thing every time. humiliation, negativity, sadness this isn't just a random coincidence, it's the way this world works. Those "charities" especially the real big ones I'm sure a spending that cash real well... in the Caribbean that is XD. 

 

This world is corrupt, bleak, immoral, immature and again just trash. Are there good people? Sure, but in an ocean of trash is hard to see clear waters. Look, I think i do myself harm, the problem is I care to much about the state the worlds is in and I am not yet in a time where I could make any real difference.

 

ps: tell those plp to start an acne charity because lord know we need it lol that fake bum.

 

To the guy wanting to smack those, who think world isn't trash, back to reality - your reality is just yours. And again - the world doesn't end where your neighbourhood ends. If 100 pages of people ranting on acne forum is > than the input done by many compassionate people from various organisations, charities etc to improve the world at least a bit, well... I think it's obvious what really is trashy here. Someone's perception and pov... Very sad.   




#3357709 Overwhelming Negativity In This Section

Posted by fatalbert911 on 13 June 2013 - 03:10 PM

Well bud i see where your coming from. Here is my opinion i myself have gone back and read some of the earliest post's on here like from 2003 & i was amazed at how similar some of their stories were to mine & others. i'v only read around four pages so perhaps it will get more positive later on but i doubt it. 

 

The way i see it there's only one good thing about acne, but the rest is just @#$%. i knew before coming into the emotional ans mental section, that it would be filled with negativity. But that was a given i mean can you really expect for this area to be mostly positive? everyday is practicality negative so why would people write otherwise? i for one am glad it is the way it is, because it's raw it's true & uncut. 

 

other people's experience with acne, have taught me what to expect in the real world & you know what? it's exactly how people on here say it is, i myself learned it the hard way from years of my own personal experience's. i want dan to keep the whole archive alive as long as acne is still around the amount of information on here about real world situations, what to expect & even how to cope with some are to me priceless.

 

I say if a person easily gets depressed from reading about the daily realities of what people like me and others have to go through then, perhaps they shouldn't be here & instead come back when they are ready.




#3354390 Does Anyone Here Notice Ppl With Acne Seem To Type The Same?

Posted by fatalbert911 on 02 June 2013 - 10:02 PM

i'v read a few post's on social anxiety, but acne.org much better fits my situation. i don't know about anyone else here, but i can tell you i went through and in fact am still going through some messed up s**t. All because of my acne & unfortunately i know for a fact that im not the problem, you see i know acne is relatively normal. it's the people around me they either don't understand or just don't care to, as a result im left feeling bad about myself because of what other people say. can you blame me? who wouldn't be obsessed after hearing nothing but horrible comments from shallow & just plain mean people for years. 




#3352825 Meanest thing that someone has said about your acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 28 May 2013 - 06:27 PM

Yeah and yet people have the nerve to tell me this world isn't trash.... I want to smack them back to reality.

94 pages, damn that will give you some insight into the reality of the world.



well currently I'm being made fun of at work what a surprise... for those of you who say my acne isn't that bad tell this fools lol. it's like everyday man, I'm like dame these people are so sad picking on me for that. it doesn't effect me though I've moved past that a while ago, in fact I laugh whenever they say something. it's funny to me how childish they are. luckily they allow earplugs so I just use that all day long lol, works pretty well mostly. once a make some $ I'll start checking out my options...

 

ah man memories. in my 20's when my shit was bad i had 40 and 50 year old dudes making fun of me when i worked at mechanic shop. made me realize people dont really grow up. i tried to laugh it off at first but if you do that they become persistent and it gets out of control. start taking liberties. i should of wrecked one of those old f*cks maybe they would of shut up about it but ofcourse I didn't. whatever.

yeah, it really bothers me how many older plp are like that. you would think that with age comes out the better quality in a person, but yeah grown ass plp 30 & up still acting in that way makes me feel bad for them really, i won't be like that when im older. these plp have little sympathy or understanding for my situation, i find it pathetic on their part...

 

Real waste of space imo, the world needs less people like that & more open minded ones like  myself/people on the org.




#3352760 Meanest thing that someone has said about your acne

Posted by fatalbert911 on 28 May 2013 - 02:18 PM

Yeah and yet people have the nerve to tell me this world isn't trash.... I want to smack them back to reality.

94 pages, damn that will give you some insight into the reality of the world.



well currently I'm being made fun of at work what a surprise... for those of you who say my acne isn't that bad tell this fools lol. it's like everyday man, I'm like dame these people are so sad picking on me for that. it doesn't effect me though I've moved past that a while ago, in fact I laugh whenever they say something. it's funny to me how childish they are. luckily they allow earplugs so I just use that all day long lol, works pretty well mostly. once a make some $ I'll start checking out my options...