Being happy, health, and expanding and manipulating my mind to have it be what I want. I want everyone else to be warmed by the sun light that reveals the world of corruption we live in! We will heal and be lovely again!
I'M GOING TO BREAK THIS OBSESSIVE CYCLE! I WILL! I AM! TODAY! I just don't think about the effect enough. we always think about the how we want it fixed now! that's the problem. It's like picking a pimple. You do it, know you shouldn't but it feels good at the moment. Then after it's just swollen, it has to heal, you have to heal and you're mad at yourself. That's how I am with wasting time on my acne and research. I mean, I don't regret the things I've learned, but the obsessive manner yes! My grades could be better, they aren't bad. But i'm not giving it my all, cause my acne is getting some of my all. I don't wanna blame my acne, but it does create a challenge.
I'm lucky that doing my work is really important to me, so I do always find a way to get it done, but I wanna get it done better with more time, not stressing cause I wasted hours on the internet about my acne, when I coulda been studying or getting ahead.
Better later than never. I should only spend so much time researching when I can, like over christmas break and stuffs, but not too much time. Gotta get out and do other thingssss. A little time a day is okay, but now hours. And if I have important things to do, just gotta tell myself my skin can wait, adjust gotta hope that it willg et better and try my best.
gotta make your mistakes to learn from them, hopefully they are never super super bad, like literally failing our of college or failing a class
I'm absolutely paranoid! I've just started to eat normally, ordered grass fed beef boycotting anything bad…and now i'm paranoid about even my natural hair products or CeraVe lotion! I was going to put my lotion in my hair! But I heard that it even clogs pores!