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cinnamon girl

Member Since 13 Aug 2009
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#3262976 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by cinnamon girl on 06 July 2012 - 01:17 AM

So i just picked my face! Ugh! I hate when i do that. Posted Image I hope I don't scar.....can't stand having clogged pores. Fml!

I have been picking lately. For me, it's those blackheads you think you can get but they are too deep - so I try and give up and they turn into a zit. I usually never pick but since my skin blew up I have been. NO MORE NOW.

I usually try hard not to pick due to my scarring, I scar easily. Lol and i have Whitehead's under the skin and if I see a chance of getting it out, I definitely take it! Lol but yeah if u mess with blackheads too much, they turn into pimples, worst feeling ever! Have you tried Indian healing clay?

I feel ya, yeah but I guess we do have our own battles in life that we need to overcome... a matter of time and good judgement to get there. Its just hard when you get down, getting sad when you feel like missing out things you should and others are enjoying in their young adult life because of acne... but life do moves on from then, as we I read over awhile ago haha over William Faulkner speech...

"I believe that man will not merely endure: he will prevail.

...he has a soul, a spirit capable of compassion and sacrifice and endurance."

Though Faulkner may not be pertaining about acne or so haha, I mean its motivating. Oh sorry I ramble, but thanks for the support, I'll post an update on my condition whenever I can so. =)

#3255337 How ya feelin' about your acne today?

Posted by cinnamon girl on 14 June 2012 - 04:17 AM

Really horrible. Today, I came over my cousin's place for lunch... and like our grandmother was there, I have seen her in a long time, and how she keep on commenting about my acne... its so horrible, she even comment how seem to have like a chicken pox, like the other kids at work comment so... and everyone from my cousin, uncle and aunt like got into forum and put me to hot seat and talk about it...

I dont wanna go back in having this low confidence and sadness like how it was 2 years ago before I used BP. Anyway what saddens me is for the past days I've been trying to be positive about it... I was even happy, about my right cheek, seem like all the acne are dried and what left was some marks... however my left cheek is just downright horrible... and all that can just be crushed in such way... today.

I end locking myself for about a minute in the bathroom coz I cant take it anymore, like idk, where shall I start again?