My log/blog/epitathoily skin
Posted 21 January 2006 - 10:35 AM
No change from yesterday really, the spot that came up yesterday is still there and doesnt seem to have changed much. I expect it will go down over the next coupla days. Red marks are fading but they're still there!!
I just had to run to the bathroom for about 2 minutes because I was convinced I felt a lump to the left of my nose, but its nothing. I'm just so scared my acne is gonna come back. With time hopefully I'll get more confident with my skins state and then I can relax a bit more!
Posted 23 January 2006 - 07:38 AM
The spot that I mentioned on day 8&9 never really came to anything, by sunday it was no longer painful and it was never that noticeable. Still feeling pretty good, although I noticed this morning this little blemish on the right hand side of my face, it just seems like a flat red spot, its not raised at all or painful, so I'm just gonna apply BP to it over the next two days. Hopefully it should go with no trouble
Posted 23 January 2006 - 11:32 AM
I rang the doctors surgery earlier to ask about the results of my blood test and the only comment the doctor had entered was "no further action" so that means I've got to book an appointment now to find out what that means! That spot on the right hand side of my face is pretty noticeable I've realised, but its an odd one, as its not raised or painful, just like a little red smear of something....but thats only 2 noticeable spots in 11 days. When I was on benzamycin/differin I would have had about 7 in that amount of time. Its the damn red marks to the right hand side of my nose that would make a lot of difference. They've been there for about 2 weeks and are generally making my face look a bit messy. Time heals though, oh well
Posted 25 January 2006 - 01:02 PM
Not managed to get in my doctors yet, must remember to book an appointment tomorrow!
The spot I had come up on the right hand side of my face on day 11, got a bit bigger but then it just went down today, but its gonna leave a red mark as there was quite a bit of inflammation with it, even though it was just a small spot. But thats just two spots in nearly two weeks now! Just gotta wait for these damn red marks to go......
Posted 26 January 2006 - 11:35 AM
Went to the doctors today and my doc told me that I still had a high liver enzyme and that she's spoke to the derm at the hospital and due to them tightening up on the prescription of roaccutane, I won't be a candidate for it due to my liver abnormality. I was kinda sad about this, I thought my liver enzyme would have returned to normal, but it obviously wasn't the oral antibiotics that were causing it.
Woke up and found a spot had come up on my right hand cheekbone, damnit. Not a biggy, but noticeable all the same. Then I found a tiny little whitehead not far from it. The little whiteheads lost its head(!) now and is just a little red mark but unfortunately its in between two other red marks and it looks kinda shit
So thats 3 noticeable spots in two weeks I've got since I switched to Duac. When I was on differin I would have had 6-8 in the same period and they would have been bigger. I am doing better then, but its early days and my right hand cheekbones need some healing time. One good thing is that I havent had any acne on or around my nose for 2.5 weeks now, so thats looking a little calmer.
Posted 27 January 2006 - 12:26 PM
The spot on my right hand cheekbone has got a little bit bigger over the last 24 hours, bt you know nothing terrible, but annoying to have it all the same. Nothing new has come up.
I've noticed today that the area to the right of my nose, which hasn't broke out for nearly 3 weeks, definitely does look a little bit clearer now. A shame though that I've got a strip of red marks across my right hand cheekbone! No terrible red marks there, but red marks all the same.
Only god knows what the future holds for me!
Posted 28 January 2006 - 04:16 AM
Just woke up and though I'd check out acne.org! The spot I on my cheekbone seems to have gone down a bit over night, doesnt feel as big. Still stands out though. Its quite sunny here this morning, albeit freezing at the same time and I've noticed that when its really bright out side it seems to mask some of the redness on my skin. I can't really make out how bad my red marks are in this sort of light. I think this is perhaps why I usually feel as though my acne's not so bad in the summer.
This is another weekend I'll be spending in due to my acne and red marks etc. I'm popping out later but only to the local shop. Its sad really but I just cant handle society when I'm looking crap. I did actually go out two nights this week and it was fine really, no problems, although alcohol was involved, so I probably just gave up caring! But thte thought of going into my town centre and walking down packed streets seems really intimidating. My mood changes though, a fw weeks ago I went into town on a busy Saturday and it was ok. In the past I've been in town looking a lot lot worse than I do now, but that was usually just emergency shopping trips at christmas or birthdays. The last 3 summers I've hidden away from going out and thats really pissed me off, because I always had good summers before that, with acne or without. As long as my skin stays fairly clear between now and the summer, I'm going to try to enjoy myself a lot more in the sun this year
Posted 29 January 2006 - 09:29 AM
A bit annoyed at the minute. The spot on my right hand cheekbone is still there, maybe its gone down a tiny bit, but nothing dramatic. Then earlier on I found this little lump on my right hand cheek. Its red but not in the least bit painful. I barely ever get any acne in my beard area, so its a bit strange that ones popped up here. The fact that its not painful is usually a good sign, so hopefully it will go pretty soon. One good bit of news is that the spot that came up on monday on my right hand cheekbone seems to have left barely any mark.
My skins certainly feels the best it has in years when I run my hand over it. My forehead, left hand side of my face, right cheek are all clear apart from the one spot I mentioned above and a few red marks. Its that damn cheekbone area which still seems active and the right hand side of my nose still looks a bit messy because of red marks. Hopefully things will get better still next week etc
Posted 30 January 2006 - 06:24 AM
The spot that came up yesterday in my beard area seems to have died pretty quickly. I had a shave last night and was able to get a better look at the spot in question. It had a head on it which I squeezed and a little bit of solid pus came out. When I woke up this morning, all that can be seen now is a little scab, so that should be gone in a few days!
Found a little red bump on my left hand cheekbones this morning! Horror of horrors! I haven't had any acne there for about 4 months. Not big or painful and hopefully it will stay that way. I do occasionally get similar looking red dots on my left hand side area and they seem to go pretty quick. Hopefully this one will too. The spot on my right hand cheekbone is still there and still noticeable. Doesn't seem as painful as yesterday, but its certainly taking its time in dying.
3 weeks now since I got acne on or around my nose, which is fantastic news. I'm still not sure of how duac's going to pan out though. The amount and severity of my acne has gone down pretty well for just 2 1/2 weeks of duac, but I get the feeling I'm probably still not going to ever get completely clear. I can seem me just getting small little spots and no biggies, which is certainly better than nothing
Posted 30 January 2006 - 12:25 PM
The little red bump on my left hand cheekbone is still visible but I cant feel it when I run my finger over that area, so perhaps its going down, I just hope I'm not imagining things. Damn my right hand side though!!!!!
Posted 03 February 2006 - 02:08 PM
Not updated for a few days as I've been out socialising!
That suspicious little bump I mentioned in the last post didn't come to anything, its probably one of the shortest lived spots ever, it lasted for about 6 hours and then disappeared without a trace.
I've had barely any acne up to today, I found a little spot which is a little bit painful where my temples meet my hair, so that covers it up a little bit which is good. The only other stuff I've had in the week are some tiny little bumps on my forehead. The spot from last week on my right hand cheekbones still hasn't gone down completely! Theres still a little bump there. I washed my face about 1/2 hour a go and did find what feels like a minute little bump next to my nose, it feels like a bit of dry skin. I've had this before and I think that they generally just disappear without a trace, but I'm a bit paranoid that its gonna swell up over night. I haven't had acne in this area for about 3 1/2 weeks now, so I want it to stay clear!!!!
So thats 3 weeks done now on duac and my skin is still getting better! My skin still isn't what I would say is 'great', but its definitely getting there
Posted 04 February 2006 - 08:04 AM
The spot on my temples has gone down a bit now and isn't painful at all, but damnit, I found another spot come up on my right hand cheekbone, its not huge but it makes all my other red marks in that area stand out more. I also just found near my left ear a lump, which isn't particularly red or painful, its just a lump....I think it could go the same way that as the spot I had come up last sunday, just a bit of pus and then gone. But these two spots have hit my confidence, regardless of how well I'm doing and how well I've done all this week, two spots suddenly make me feel like shit. I'll get over it no doubt
Posted 05 February 2006 - 06:32 AM
Good news is that the lump near my ear has nearly gone down and theres very little redness to it, so I doubt there will be much of a red mark if any. Bad news is that the spot on my right hand cheekbone has got a little bigger Its not really that big at all, but theres quite a bit of inflammation around it, so its gonna leave a red mark.
All in all, it's a been a good week for my skin, it could have been really good if I hadn't had that spot come up on my cheekbone, but its early days with the duac I suppose. Red marks on my cheekbones are still kinda crap looking, but they don't stem from any major acne, so they shouldn't stick round for long. Around my nose is starting to look good now. Its been about a month since I had any acne there and the skin tone is getting much better.
Posted 06 February 2006 - 11:37 AM
Well todays been one of those days where I look in the mirror and suddenly realise that I look kinda crap. I found another spot up on my right hand cheekbone this morning, although it could have been there a few days, I think I may have mistaken it for some old acne. So theres currently 2 active lesions there and 2 red marks. I really can't get my head round why this area has become the last refuge for my acne. That is why acne is so crap, its just unexplainable and unpredictable. I've also had some tiny little red 'dots' come up today, but they're nothing really.
I'm probably looking the best I have in over a year and a half but even after all the improvement I've seen I still feel as though I look terrible, no matter how clear my forehead and left hand side of my face are, the right hand looks bad and just seems to bring everything else down. I've seen results with duac but I was hoping for quicker ones. I really don't know what else I can do, I'm not going to be getting on roaccutane due to my abnormal level of ALT enzymes, although its only just out of the normal range. Oh how I pray for some new revolutionary acne treatment, don't we all?!
Posted 07 February 2006 - 11:40 AM
It was about a month ago I looked in the mirror and thought "oh jesus, my skins looking shit" and I decided to swap from benzamycin/differin to duac/differin and well I look clearer now than I did a month ago. The left hand side of my face and my forehead and probably the clearest they've been in the last 3 1/2 years, I cant honestly remember any other time when they may have been clearer. The right hand side though still isnt doing that great. The stwo spots I had on my right hand cheekbones have gone down a bit in size overnight, but the amount of inflammation around the lesions is still the same. I just have to keep on going and hope that in the next month that area starts to clear up as well. Stranger things have happened with my acne, so Its not too much to ask.......
Posted 08 February 2006 - 01:40 PM
Everything seems to have reduced a bit over the last two days, still not actually gone though. I'm feeling good though, but knowing my luck I'll break out when the weekend comes.
I forgot to say, but duac did eventually start bleaching my sponge. I think it took about 10 days or so, whereas benzamycin would usually take about 1 - 2 days. I think thats because I used to slap on loads of benzamycin and I put on much less duac.
Posted 13 February 2006 - 11:45 AM
Things have got better and better. I didn't get any new acne last week. I had 3 little things which looked as though they could go bad but they all only lasted half a day before disappearing, leaving no marks!
I still have red marks scattered here and there but they're fading pretty quickly and the quality of the rest of my skin kinda outweighs the small crap bits. I still get a bit of acne paranoia, but I'm starting to accept that if I do get any minor bumps or itches, that they will be gone within a day.
I was walking back to where I work today and I just couldn't believe that I was honestly at a point where I'd had virtually no acne for a week and that my skin was actually looking ok. Its difficult to describe how happy I am, I'm not really jumping around shouting, but the confidence and motivational boost I've had are really good. I haven't been this clear for 3 1/2 years which was a long time ago. I was a 19 year old back then and now I'm 23, so lifes a little different, although I am still just about classed as young. I don't know what else to say at the minute really, I don't think I'll be updating this as often now, but I'm sure my acne will come back at some point.....
Posted 14 February 2006 - 11:33 AM
Hmmm, I think I was being a bit too triumphant yesterday! After writing yesterdays entry, I went and washed my face and discovered a spot on my forehead! DAMN DAMN DAMN! Its still there now, I suppose its a medium sorta spot and its got a little painful today. Gone by the weekend I should expect.
In the first month of duac/differin, its certainly reduced the amount of acne I get. This makes me think that in another months time, a lot of my current red marks will have faded and not been replaced with more redmarks. Thats what I'm hoping for anyway! I hope these red marks on my right hand cheekbone have faded in a month too. They're probably my only fairly bad ones at the minute. I have a couple on my forehead, but they aren't stand out ones
Posted 14 February 2006 - 03:08 PM
Goddamnit, I just found a painful lump in the middle of my forehead, which is one of the worst places I think to get acne, after the tip of the nose. Last week went so well and now I've got 2 spots in 2 days on my forehead. As I was looking in the mirror, fretting over my forehead, I did notice how the area around my nose was looking really good. But....... *sigh* I want everywhere to be looking as good as possible. Maybe I'm just overreacting, maybe they'll go down quickly. The one that came up yesterday isn't soooo bad, but the one I just found looks like it could be a papule.
Current mood: pissed off
Posted 16 February 2006 - 05:11 AM
The spot on my forehead that came up on monday has gone down quite a bit now. The one that came up on tuesday appears to have started going down as well, I woke up this morning and it wasn't as painful, but its still fairly bad. I've had a little spot come up on my right hand cheekbone, its taken about 3 days to come up, but it's not a terrible one, its pretty small.
I was thinking earlier, The two spots that have come up on my forehead this week are the first two that I can remember in a long time, so maybe they're just one offs? I hope so.
Round my nose is looking clearer and clearer now, just waiting for some red marks to disappear completely. It was the worse area I had for acne when I started duac and it hasn't broke out once since. I've noticed that I'm not getting any blackheads in that area as well now, which quite often led to a painful red spot
God I wish I was completely clear. I'm fairly clear at the minute, but still there is acne and red marks. A year ago, I was so upset with how crap my skin was, its tons better now, but still its not great......
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