Let me start off with this, this will be a short rant. I'm not so much looking for advice as just getting out my frustrations. If rants aren't your thing I won't be offended if you don't respond...
OH MY GOSH I am SSSOOOOOO annoyed.
I've been on the regimen now for about 2 full months, maybe a little longer. It took almost the full time but as of these last 2 weeks I've been totally and completely clear, it got rid of my tons of bumps and pimples. I've felt so free and happy and stress-free. I absolutely love the feeling. I still have my scars but I seriously don't even care about those, if I don't have the bumps I'm GOOD.
Well the problem began today, I'm seeing my parents this weekend for the first time in months and I would love for them to see me with my clear skin. So tell me why today, out of nowhere, after the last 2 weeks of clear, healthy skin, my bumps start cropping up again in my problem areas.
WHY?????? Why EVERY TIME i see my family I have to be all broken out and I'm always the one with acne. It's not freaking fair. It never fails, either. Every single time.
All I want is to be seen healthy and not with a bunch of bumps all over my face where people have to leave feeling bad for me. I had told them it was looking really good and under control thanks to the regimen and now I'm gonna have the spots back again.
I REALLY don't know what happened but I wish I could just have the past two weeks back again. I haven't felt my skin that smooth and clear since I was probably 10. But it just seems like I can never hold on to it.
This was 100% a rant, I'm sorry guys there's no one in person or anything that could understand. They just don't get it. If anyone else ever notices their acne gets worse right before something important feel free to chime in. This is very frustrating.