It was very hard for me to upload those pictures. I have this one scar on my forehead. There was just a tiny thing which I got removed and then picked on it. Now there'S a hole. Second problem: I got a red zit a few years ago on my nose but the doc didn't laser it, he cut it OUT! And there is a huge scar right now. I got it lasered with a fractional laser, now you can see that the skin on my nose looks weird. Not just the scar. The skin on top of nose is shiny and dry. Very weird. Is there any thing I can do to get it normal again, I don't think so. It's not as visible for others but sometimes I want to die because of it. And that thing on my forehead.
The story behind it is that I had horrible acne when I was young. And it went away. I felt good. But then i had 1 mm red thing on my nose and got it removed theres a scar. And I was so stupid to do it again on my forehead but with a laser and I picked on it, which caused that hole. I have tiny scars from my acne years ago. But I hope these things will fade like that too. I know it can't go completetly but if it was shallower i would be thankful! I know that I have a ugly face. And on my cheek you can see two red marks. But it think that this will go away with dermapen or something. I cant get perfect skin but I want to look into the mirror without crying. If these fresh scars would turn into like my others that are not visible for others I would be happy