Don't Look At Me..
Posted 07 August 2013 - 08:12 AM
Woww you're indonesian too..
I'm chinese too btw..hehe
Hmm, yess, so do ii, love many things but don't hv any ability too.-____-
Sometimes I think, am I too excessive to think like this, and of course I always thankful to God of what he has given to me.
But sometimes its true that you don't have ability to do many things that you love to. Acnes just hamper many things that should be wonderful in your life T___T
Sometimes I wonder it would be very easy and happy to be if I has a clear skin.
Oh, I know what you feel about girlll..
So do I, past time, when I had a clear skin(I've inconsistent pimples, sometimes it gone , and then back again, and gone again)
Many people thought and said to me when I say that nobody try to approach me, and I say it real, honestly, then they said "No, you're lyingg, there must be a lot of guy waiting for you, but you just try to be modest"
I'm not lying, its true when I had a clear skin many people said bout that.
But honestly what I feel about, "No, I'm not..really..I'm just a kind of ugly women..I'm not inappropriate for you, you deserve so much better, the one that much beautifuler than me."
Then I start to act rudee, which I don't want, and It just what my past makes me.
So so sad..
Just be patient dear, you're not alone, we're just got some temptation.
My self try to be strong now, you should too..
Oya, what kind of treatment that you've done yet?
I see at your profile picture, theres only scars left, and me now hv all kind of skins problem here@@
Posted 07 August 2013 - 11:02 PM
i had 30 session of dermarolling, 10 session profesional tca peel, 1 session of fraxel repair (i perform in singapore and expensive it cost 2500 usd) 2 times co2 fractional, but all of that treatment doesnt have good result, and not working in my icepick scar.
btw can u upload ur pic, i just wanna know how bout ur skin now (sorry if i'm rude), but the scar on my face will never away, until there's a magical treatment in the medical science. but u right we should. btw scar is suck
Posted 08 August 2013 - 05:50 AM
I'm sorry I can't upload my pic, bcause to talk to a forum like this it was a big step for me, before this I never tell anyone bout my feeling, and this is just my first time bcause I was too desperate with. My condition generally is, many acne scars, a few pimples in a various size spread all around my face, and what make it worse is an irritation that I got looks like tomato sometimes, red.
Don't give up anyway, even sometimes we want to!ok!
Posted 15 August 2013 - 12:35 AM
You know the reason I clicked on this thread?
The words "Don't Look at Me" seemed so familiar...
Then it clicked.
I heard those words in a song before.
The name of the song is called "Beautiful" by Christina Aguilera.
Here are the lyrics to it:
"Don't look at me...
Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly it's hard to breathe.
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed.
I am beautiful no matter what they say.
Words can't bring me down.
I am beautiful in every single way.
Yes, words can't bring me down... Oh no.
So don't you bring me down today.
To all your friends you're delirious,
So consumed in all your doom.
Trying hard to fill the emptiness.
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone.
is that the way it is?
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down....oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down, oh, no
So don't you bring me down today...
No matter what we do,
No matter what we say,
We're the song inside the tune,
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go,
The sun will always shine,
And tomorrow we might wake on the other side
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, no, no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down, oh, no
So don't you bring me down today
Oh, yeah, don't you bring me down today, yeah, ooh
Don't you bring me down ooh... today. "
It's funny because I always sing this song when I feel ugly or self-conscious, so when I stumbled across this post, I understood.
If you're ever feeling bad about yourself again, take a listen to the song and sing along.
I know it's not much, but sometimes it makes me feel...
Posted 13 September 2013 - 12:52 PM
Yeah, I know about that song..and it really means to me,a story about me ,haha
It helps me to be stronger sometimes
But sometimes you know that,,
You feel sad about em', you feel so ugly and different.
And then when you see someone who more severe than you, you feel that you're not thankful . And I start to cry, and feel so sinful to God.
But sometimes I feel that I'm beautiful(my skin is inconsistent, sometimes its good sometimes its veryyy baddddd x_x).
That's why t nickname is, moody based on my fluctuate attitude..@@
But today I feel so much better,, yesterday maybe I could be categorized as a clinical depression which I didn't want to talk to anyone and so on..
At that hardest time on my life,, then I seek God.. I pray, I cry, I seek for His power strength.
I ask for His remission of my sin that I'm not thankful that I'm a complete person ,healthy.
Then I start to 'stand on His feet' step by step, day by day, living my life by His power, and start to be patient with all of His way.
And God is Good All The Time~
Now much stronger than before, I believe that everything will be beautiful in HIS time, not mine..
Just walk on His path, and you'll see His kindness in your life.
You'll never walk alone.
But it doesn't mean that I'm totaly strong now, I'm a human and sometimes I down .
But I never let it bring me down continuously, I will pray and God will release my soul from any worries. Because God, never forget about his promises.
For anyone who feel alone and depressed today, just lift your hand and talk to God.
I believe that He will embrace you strengthen you, like He does to me.
God loves All of you