Eight years, did your read that? I said eight god dame years, day after day after day. after another f****** day! What is this, why would human biology allow for such a miserable condition to happen naturally for such a long time. I just don't get what is the point of all this meaningless sorrow I've gone through. I was never what you would call a bad person, in fact I've always tried to have a pleasing view for other people. You would think the dr's would get there stuff together and fix this issue I mean how hard can it really be? they make it sound as if it's impossible, when on the other hand they can connect your brain to a computer. these guy's are full of it, all they want to do is squeeze every ounce of money from sufferers like me. almost all products out there are a complete scam imo.
Well I just turned 20 last week on the 2nd so it's nice not being a teen anymore, but I'm still dealing with a teen problem I still have pores dark marks and small bumps on my face. I'm tiered of this. people have no sympathy man, every day I feel I'm humiliated, I don't want to go anywhere during the day & at my last job I was being made fun of behind my back I think almost every day. people are stupid, I hate most of them and I think rightfully so.
All I want at this point is to be accepted and treated with dignity. I want to be a good person, but how can I when I get all this negativity every day. I'm just trying to w8 a little longer because I know most people clear up early 20's, but if I get to 30 and still deal with this in any way including really noticeable scar's. then I don't know what I'd do, probably give up. All this misery, all the pain, agony, sorrow & for what? I haven't come out of this better if anything I'm much worse off then before I had acne. I was a dumb kid back then but I would have learned my lesson's the same way everyone else does without the need of being outcast by your own f******* species -_-
"Sigh when will it end, when will it end? This never ending bull...." -Fatalbert911