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Posted 19 July 2013 - 04:09 AM

Day 18 - Evening update

 

Man, I was horrible to my skin today! The dryness has been driving my crazy! I really can't stand dry skin, mainly the flakiness, so I exfoliated with baking soda. I do not recommend this at all for someone on the regimen!! Really hurt my skin - it's just too sensitive from BP to handle something as harsh as baking soda. It did help a little with the flakes but I don't think it's worth it. Applying BP stung a bit after too. I'm waiting for that to dry / absorb now so I'm guessing my skin will be burning once I apply moisturiser. I guess the dryness is something I'll just have to get used to for now... :/

 

It seems I did jinx myself by the way rolleyes.gif - about not breaking out / my left side being clear - because I've got a new spot on my left cheek under my eye. It's small-ish but the area around it is quite red. I can also feel some spots on my right jaw under the skin. I think they're from me patch testing a moisturiser/sunscreen there yesterday - but they feel quite deep so I'm not sure if they could have been caused by something topical.

 

But I'm trying to stay positive with it all. Hope you're all hanging in there too :)



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Posted 20 July 2013 - 05:48 PM

Day 20

 

Does the dryness and flakiness really subside or go away? I haven't seen much change in it and it's driving me crazy! At least I'm not experiencing that insane burning feeling now and Mum told me me skin isn't that red now either. She also said my skin is looking smoother - which is nice to hear.

 

I can't help but still feel apprehensive about BP though... It's a lot of BP, twice a day, everyday... I don't know why though. As far as I know, there isn't any evidence that BP causes premature aging etc but I'm still worried about that. I guess I'll keep going with it for now and see how/if it helps my skin more but, if I get clear, I don't know how much longer after  that I'll want to keep using BP. Even though I know you have to to maintain clear skin. If the texture of my skin improves (isn't rough / dry / flaky feeling like it is now) and I actually stop breaking out, then I guess it would be easier to justify staying on the regimen / using BP. 

 

Anyway...

I've been using the full amount (thick fingers length of BP) twice a day now for the past few days. I used a thinner finger length of BP this morning though because I need to find a way for this dryness to reduce! I'm still breaking out like normal... I'd say it's a bit less often but I'm still breaking out. I've got two painful cyst-like spots on my right jaw (where I tested that Biore sunscreen/moisturiser - but I don't know if that's what caused them... I'll avoid that product just in case). They're annoying but it's better than having them on my cheek or chin / somewhere more visible. 

 

Yesterday I put makeup on for a bit while I went out to get a few things for uni. It didn't look that great unfortunately... my skin around my nose was just too dry so the makeup looked a bit flaky there and it was a bit like that near my mouth and chin too. It's so frustrating. I wish I had the confidence to go out without any makeup but I just don't. My skin is a mess. So I'm not looking forward to tomorrow morning when I start back at uni and have to see people I haven't seen in a month... My friends are great though and have never said anything about my skin - so hopefully it will be ok with them. I just hope no one else says anything. I also have to try and meet new people and new friends as majority of the courses I'm taking this semester, my friends I've met through uni aren't taking. And first impressions count in that sort of thing don't they? I wonder what sort of first impression I'll make with my skin being how it is... I guess I'll just have to dress nice and try and be more positive and confident than I'm feeling today... That should help. 

 

(Also, sorry for always having such long, rambling posts. I guess I just need to get thoughts out here).



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Posted 20 July 2013 - 07:57 PM

Day 20

 

Does the dryness and flakiness really subside or go away? I haven't seen much change in it and it's driving me crazy! At least I'm not experiencing that insane burning feeling now and Mum told me me skin isn't that red now either. She also said my skin is looking smoother - which is nice to hear.

 

I can't help but still feel apprehensive about BP though... It's a lot of BP, twice a day, everyday... I don't know why though. As far as I know, there isn't any evidence that BP causes premature aging etc but I'm still worried about that. I guess I'll keep going with it for now and see how/if it helps my skin more but, if I get clear, I don't know how much longer after  that I'll want to keep using BP. Even though I know you have to to maintain clear skin. If the texture of my skin improves (isn't rough / dry / flaky feeling like it is now) and I actually stop breaking out, then I guess it would be easier to justify staying on the regimen / using BP. 

 

Anyway...

I've been using the full amount (thick fingers length of BP) twice a day now for the past few days. I used a thinner finger length of BP this morning though because I need to find a way for this dryness to reduce! I'm still breaking out like normal... I'd say it's a bit less often but I'm still breaking out. I've got two painful cyst-like spots on my right jaw (where I tested that Biore sunscreen/moisturiser - but I don't know if that's what caused them... I'll avoid that product just in case). They're annoying but it's better than having them on my cheek or chin / somewhere more visible. 

 

Yesterday I put makeup on for a bit while I went out to get a few things for uni. It didn't look that great unfortunately... my skin around my nose was just too dry so the makeup looked a bit flaky there and it was a bit like that near my mouth and chin too. It's so frustrating. I wish I had the confidence to go out without any makeup but I just don't. My skin is a mess. So I'm not looking forward to tomorrow morning when I start back at uni and have to see people I haven't seen in a month... My friends are great though and have never said anything about my skin - so hopefully it will be ok with them. I just hope no one else says anything. I also have to try and meet new people and new friends as majority of the courses I'm taking this semester, my friends I've met through uni aren't taking. And first impressions count in that sort of thing don't they? I wonder what sort of first impression I'll make with my skin being how it is... I guess I'll just have to dress nice and try and be more positive and confident than I'm feeling today... That should help. 

 

(Also, sorry for always having such long, rambling posts. I guess I just need to get thoughts out here).

I've read that some people never really got over the dryness and flakiness, but hopefully you're not one of them! It's good to know that you got over the burning and that the redness is minimizing. I think in terms of BP side effects, flakiness is the one I hate the most. I mean, having acne is one thing... but having flaky skin tends to raise more eyebrows, plus it makes makeup a real problem. Redness can be covered up, dryness can be moisturized, burning... well the world doesn't see that unless you're screaming in pain... but flakes are kinda there unless you find a way to get rid of them.

 

About the long posts... my posts have been pretty long too, and I doubt anyone actually reads them XD ... but I'm hoping someday I can look back on my log and reminisce on the fun times I had with BP... NOT!



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Posted 20 July 2013 - 08:16 PM

Day 20

 

Does the dryness and flakiness really subside or go away? I haven't seen much change in it and it's driving me crazy! At least I'm not experiencing that insane burning feeling now and Mum told me me skin isn't that red now either. She also said my skin is looking smoother - which is nice to hear.

 

I can't help but still feel apprehensive about BP though... It's a lot of BP, twice a day, everyday... I don't know why though. As far as I know, there isn't any evidence that BP causes premature aging etc but I'm still worried about that. I guess I'll keep going with it for now and see how/if it helps my skin more but, if I get clear, I don't know how much longer after  that I'll want to keep using BP. Even though I know you have to to maintain clear skin. If the texture of my skin improves (isn't rough / dry / flaky feeling like it is now) and I actually stop breaking out, then I guess it would be easier to justify staying on the regimen / using BP. 

 

Anyway...

I've been using the full amount (thick fingers length of BP) twice a day now for the past few days. I used a thinner finger length of BP this morning though because I need to find a way for this dryness to reduce! I'm still breaking out like normal... I'd say it's a bit less often but I'm still breaking out. I've got two painful cyst-like spots on my right jaw (where I tested that Biore sunscreen/moisturiser - but I don't know if that's what caused them... I'll avoid that product just in case). They're annoying but it's better than having them on my cheek or chin / somewhere more visible. 

 

Yesterday I put makeup on for a bit while I went out to get a few things for uni. It didn't look that great unfortunately... my skin around my nose was just too dry so the makeup looked a bit flaky there and it was a bit like that near my mouth and chin too. It's so frustrating. I wish I had the confidence to go out without any makeup but I just don't. My skin is a mess. So I'm not looking forward to tomorrow morning when I start back at uni and have to see people I haven't seen in a month... My friends are great though and have never said anything about my skin - so hopefully it will be ok with them. I just hope no one else says anything. I also have to try and meet new people and new friends as majority of the courses I'm taking this semester, my friends I've met through uni aren't taking. And first impressions count in that sort of thing don't they? I wonder what sort of first impression I'll make with my skin being how it is... I guess I'll just have to dress nice and try and be more positive and confident than I'm feeling today... That should help. 

 

(Also, sorry for always having such long, rambling posts. I guess I just need to get thoughts out here).

I've read that some people never really got over the dryness and flakiness, but hopefully you're not one of them! It's good to know that you got over the burning and that the redness is minimizing. I think in terms of BP side effects, flakiness is the one I hate the most. I mean, having acne is one thing... but having flaky skin tends to raise more eyebrows, plus it makes makeup a real problem. Redness can be covered up, dryness can be moisturized, burning... well the world doesn't see that unless you're screaming in pain... but flakes are kinda there unless you find a way to get rid of them.

 

About the long posts... my posts have been pretty long too, and I doubt anyone actually reads them XD ... but I'm hoping someday I can look back on my log and reminisce on the fun times I had with BP... NOT!

AHHH!! I don't think I could continue the regimen if I never got over the flakiness! Hopefully it gets better soon or I find a way to manage it. And I agree with flakes being the worst side effect.

 

And yeah I don't expect people to read these posts - it's mainly that so I can track my progress (the point of a log anyway) - just thought I'd apologise for boring people in the occasions they do read :P



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Posted 22 July 2013 - 02:35 AM

Day 21

 

First day back at uni. It's actually good to be back. Even though I get incredibly busy and stressed around assessment and exam time, I do really love uni. 

 

But it wasn't a good day for the regimen... I only applied a tiny amount of BP this morning because I was too worried that makeup wouldn't work over it and it would cause more dryness during the day. I basically only spot treated... I know I should have used the full amount but I didn't have time to experiment with getting makeup to work this morning.

 

I used the neutrogena moisturiser but with a little cetaphil as well today and it actually worked really well. I didn't have flaking during the day and I like that it meant I had at least some sun protection. 

 

I've done the regimen properly tonight - full amount of BP. I don't know what I'll do tomorrow... I know I should use the full amount every morning but I've got my first day of placement / work experience at an organisation and I don't want to look like a mess with horrible makeup or no makeup... and I don't think I can get makeup to work over BP. It's either because of the texture of the product itself or because it makes my skin dry (or both) but it's hard to put makeup on over. It could be the cetaphil as well... I won't have much time in the morning to play around and see what works so I might just have to use a tiny amount again - I'll try and use a bit more though - probably not the full amount...

 

I know I'm not technically following the regimen when I do this but I'm hoping it'll just be today and tomorrow and I'll find a way for the full amount to work for the rest of the week. 



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Posted 22 July 2013 - 07:01 PM

You can definitely use make-up with the regimen, but it would be uncomfortable to use a lot. In the early stages of the regimen I used a tinted sunblock to at least even out my skin a bit. But after a while, the burning feeling of applying into your skin was more uncomfortable that I decided to ditch the whole make-up thing for a while.

 

I'd say stick to powders and light foundations/bb creams. And if flaking is an issue, bring a small bottle of your moisturizer around to touch up dry patches.



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Posted 23 July 2013 - 02:40 AM

You can definitely use make-up with the regimen, but it would be uncomfortable to use a lot. In the early stages of the regimen I used a tinted sunblock to at least even out my skin a bit. But after a while, the burning feeling of applying into your skin was more uncomfortable that I decided to ditch the whole make-up thing for a while.

 

I'd say stick to powders and light foundations/bb creams. And if flaking is an issue, bring a small bottle of your moisturizer around to touch up dry patches.

Thanks for the tips :)

 

I usually use a light/sheer liquid foundation but sometimes add in some revlon colourstay for a bit more coverage. I have a tinted suncream that I like (it hasn't broken me out before and its SPF 30) but it's a mattifying one so probably wouldn't be nice to wear over dry skin. Also, the tint is invisible on my skin - so it doesn't help with redness at all or cover anything.

 

So you were able to wear makeup over Benzac? Also, did you ever have any issues with Benzac drying white / chalky on your skin?

 

And one last thing - why powder foundations? I haven't really used powder foundations before but I imagine it would make your skin feel drier and catch on dry skin or flakes?



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Posted 23 July 2013 - 04:21 AM

You can definitely use make-up with the regimen, but it would be uncomfortable to use a lot. In the early stages of the regimen I used a tinted sunblock to at least even out my skin a bit. But after a while, the burning feeling of applying into your skin was more uncomfortable that I decided to ditch the whole make-up thing for a while.

 

I'd say stick to powders and light foundations/bb creams. And if flaking is an issue, bring a small bottle of your moisturizer around to touch up dry patches.

Thanks for the tips smile.png

 

I usually use a light/sheer liquid foundation but sometimes add in some revlon colourstay for a bit more coverage. I have a tinted suncream that I like (it hasn't broken me out before and its SPF 30) but it's a mattifying one so probably wouldn't be nice to wear over dry skin. Also, the tint is invisible on my skin - so it doesn't help with redness at all or cover anything.

 

So you were able to wear makeup over Benzac? Also, did you ever have any issues with Benzac drying white / chalky on your skin?

 

And one last thing - why powder foundations? I haven't really used powder foundations before but I imagine it would make your skin feel drier and catch on dry skin or flakes?

 

I did notice as sort of pale overcast after applying the benzac, but it did go away after I applied moisturizer. I also wore a tinted sunscreen/bb cream after the moisturizer for a while and then stopped because applying it just made my skin burn. That is why I switched to applying a pressed/loose powder with a brush. I found that when you didn't have to rub anything in your skin, the burn feeling wasnt there. I did avoid the places where my skin was flaking. Around the mouth and my nose.



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Posted 24 July 2013 - 03:33 AM

Day 23

 

I think I'm at 4 weeks now (as of yesterday). Losing track of days now that uni is back in full swing! I feel like I have so much to do already... which I guess is true, being my last semester of this degree!!!

 

I haven't managed to do the regimen with the full amount of BP in the AM at all this week... I'm going to have to work on getting up even earlier to try it out - but that makes it hard to do 10 to 12 hours apart because I get home at different times each day depending on my schedule that day. So some days it would be closer together  I think.

 

I'm pretty surprised that my skin has been doing ok still even though I haven't been applying much in the AM. I haven't really had any new breakouts which is great. But I know I have to use it twice a day if I want to be clear.

 

My skin was actually quite oily today, which is actually a strange relief from the flaky skin I had been having. I guess that's because I haven't been applying so much BP.



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Posted 24 July 2013 - 09:57 PM

Day 23

 

I think I'm at 4 weeks now (as of yesterday). Losing track of days now that uni is back in full swing! I feel like I have so much to do already... which I guess is true, being my last semester of this degree!!!

 

I haven't managed to do the regimen with the full amount of BP in the AM at all this week... I'm going to have to work on getting up even earlier to try it out - but that makes it hard to do 10 to 12 hours apart because I get home at different times each day depending on my schedule that day. So some days it would be closer together  I think.

 

I'm pretty surprised that my skin has been doing ok still even though I haven't been applying much in the AM. I haven't really had any new breakouts which is great. But I know I have to use it twice a day if I want to be clear.

 

My skin was actually quite oily today, which is actually a strange relief from the flaky skin I had been having. I guess that's because I haven't been applying so much BP.

 

Awesome to hear that your skin is doing good, Lily :) I'm sure uni is keeping you busy, wishing you smooth sailing from here! 



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Posted 25 July 2013 - 07:17 PM

Day 25

 

Today is Friday and it's the first time this week I've managed to apply the full regimen in the AM... haha I'm really going to have to work on that... I'm going to have to get up at 5.30am to do the full regimen though... Ugh - I am not a morning person :P 

 

I'm considering doing the full regimen (AM and PM) only a couple days a week though, and just doing it in the PM on the other days, because I've been surprised by how well my skin has coped. I still have acne but I haven't had any new crazy breakouts (just a few small whiteheads that I can cope with) and the dryness and flakiness has nearly completely gone. Having the flakes pretty much gone is making everything much easier for me to deal with, and the fact that my cheeks are fairly clear also really helps. I find that when my cheeks are clear I can cope with the rest of my acne much better because I know that when I'm directly facing someone or talking to them face to face, the skin around where they're looking (eyes) is relatively clear.

 

I do still have breakouts that are healing on my chin and jaw and one of the whiteheads that appeared is on the bridge of my nose - so that's annoying and I'm sure people notice that - but it's fairly small. And my skin doesn't really look clear because I have all those pigmentation marks but I'm happy that there is less acne and less bumps on my skin.

 

I haven't really experienced any burning for a while now. I guess it's because my skin has adjusted but it could also be because I changed how I apply moisturiser. I take a few drops of jojoba oil on my fingers, rub them together and then pat that all over my face gently (I let it sit for a few minutes then apply cetaphil and a few drops of jojoba like normal). I started doing this because it gets rid of the white / chalky finish that the Benzac BP has sometimes when it dries, and also because I feel like it helps when I apply cetaphil because it feels like I'm not moving the BP around so much under the moisturiser. Maybe it's helped with the burning too - created a barrier of some sort? I don't know but I'll keep applying moisturiser like this anyway.

 

 

Even though it's been a bad week in terms of me following the regimen, it's been a good week for me in how I'm coping with my acne. I think being back at uni occupies a lot of my time and mind and so I don't have the time to focus on my skin and acne like I normally would. I'm still on this site a lot but not as much as I was when I had a heap of free time on uni break and that also means I'm not researching and googling different skin or acne related things. So that all helps too - the less I focus on acne and my skin, the better I feel and the better I can cope with it all.



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Posted 28 July 2013 - 06:36 AM

Day 25

 

I've been doing the regimen properly AM and PM for the last few days again. Surprisingly, my skin hasn't been feeling dry or flaky. I actually nearly forgot to moisturise tonight because my skin feels normal (even after BP) - not dry or flaky and not oily, but really normal! Which is weird and I'm sure it wont last, but it's strange. I moisturised anyway once I realised I hadn't already done that tonight (it was hours after I'd applied BP before I noticed). 

 

Still dealing with random whiteheads that are coming up. Mainly on my chin and upper lip / around mouth... I'm wondering if the ones close to my lip are being caused by a lip balm... I've recently started using a lot of different ones because I've had quite dry lips (I'm assuming it's because of it being winter - not sure) so not sure if that's the cause or which one it could be... I'll have to keep track of that.

 

I can also feel some deeper spots starting to come up right on the edges of my face (both left and right sides - sort of in line with ears). They're still under the skin at the moment though. Hopefully they dont' end up being massive and they heal and disappear quickly.



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Posted 28 July 2013 - 07:14 PM

Day 28

 

About to head out to uni. Not feeling that good because my face looks a mess today. I used nearly the full amount of BP this morning and it just doesn't work under makeup. Maybe I didn't use enough moisturiser or maybe it's because of the sunscreen I used... but either way I'm feeling ugly and gross today and am sure I look that way too. Ughh at least I'm not at uni too long today...

 

 

 

 

Edit - Glad to be home now... just one of those days where I wanted to hide... But I guess it's good that I did end up going out and being around people instead of staying alone at home. That would have made me feel worse and I would have focused on my skin a lot more. At least at uni I was distracted from my skin most of the time.... We did have to do some group work and the layout of the room meant we were sitting close together - so people were fairly close to me and would have seen the state of my skin for sure. I also couldn't help but notice how nice and clear other peoples skin was on the bus ride home. I really hope I can have skin close to that one day soon.

 

Going to try and forget about my skin for the rest of today though. And stay away from mirrors after I've done the regimen for the night. I'll just get in to the research and uni stuff I should be doing and stay distracted from my skin that way


Edited by Lilly75, 29 July 2013 - 12:49 AM.


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Posted 01 August 2013 - 02:24 AM

Day 31 (I think?)

 

So looks like I've made it through the first month of the regimen! I have definitely seen improvements in my skin, which is SO great, but I still have a fair way to go.

 

Yesterday was a bit embarrassing in terms of my skin though. My skin felt fine during the day, but when I got home and looked in the mirror, I had flakes on my chin and near my mouth. So at some point during 8.30am when I got to uni and 6pm when I left, the flakes appeared. I hope it was closer to the end of the day and that no one noticed...(well - people probably noticed but I'm thankful no one said anything... that would have been more embarrassing). 

 

Today was better though :) No flakes appeared during the day. My skin actually got quite oily which was annoying but I'm more used to that (didn't use BP this morning so I guess that's why). I also don't have any big actives right now! I think I am breaking out less now too. And the breakouts I do get are either smaller than what's 'normal' for me or heal a bit faster. I guess I am left with red marks, but that's normal for me anyway, unfortunately. 

 

I've been meeting more / 'new' people at uni this semester too which is great. Even if it's just small talk (which is nearly always awkward anyway) in classes and we're not great friends it's still something I'm happy about because I feel like each 'stranger' I talk to in class or new person I meet, is good for me improving my confidence - especially if I'm the one to approach the person or start the conversation. And I think it's because I can see my skin is getting better that's allowing me to do this. (Even if other people who've never seen me before still think to themselves that my skin is bad - at least I know I've made progress!) 

 

I think either this weekend or next weekend I'll add in the AHA/BHA product I have and see what happens. 

 

Hope you're all doing well :)



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Posted 02 August 2013 - 07:46 PM

Day 33

 

I just posted this first bit in the 'How ya feelin' thread but realised it should probably go here seeing as it relates to me using the regimen (so, sorry if people come across the post twice). 

 

Felt great waking up this morning to only two active spots on my entire face! The rest of my face still has pigmentation but my skin is smooth apart from two relatively small spots! This is pretty much unheard of for me. I've never been so close to clear unless I took antibiotics for my skin. I'm only a little over a month on the regimen so I'm braced for breakouts to keep happening for a while longer, but I'm feeling great right now smile.png 

 

 

 

I'm still using the full amount of BP at night every night but I'm only using the full amount of BP on some mornings - just Friday, Saturday and Sunday actually. That's just because if I use the full amount in the AM, I have to use a lot of moisturiser and that's what makes makeup difficult. And on most days of the week I feel like I'm not presentable without having tried to hide some redness or pigmentation so that's what I'm doing - just a little BP or BP just to actives so I can use a little makeup and feel presentable. On days where I have to where a collard shirt - for uni placement - I'm worried about having BP bleach my collar so I go without BP on those days. I know that if I keep breaking out I can go back to applying the full amount twice a day everyday but for now this seems to be working well for me and also reducing the dryness. 

 

I'm hoping things continue going well.

And I hope you're all seeing improvements (or continuing to see/have improvements) in your skin :)



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Posted 03 August 2013 - 11:18 PM

Day 34

 

Woke up to a few tiny breakouts this morning. Which is annoying seeing as I was so happy with just 2 actives yesterday... and now it's 5  - but that is still amazing for me (especially since they're all pretty small). I never really counted how many actives I typically had before the regimen but I know on the times that I tried to I stopped because the number would be getting so high and that just upset me more. Easily would have been over 20 on most occasions I think. 

 

I don't know why but after my initial excitement / happiness over seeing progress in my skin yesterday, I started to feel horrible about myself. And I can't link feeling like that to my acne because yesterday would have been the best skin day I've had in years! I just felt ugly. Maybe it had to do with the scars/hyperpigmentation I have... maybe it's just me starting to get stressed with uni work...I don't know... It's probably a combination of things. But I can't help but feel like I have nothing going for me in life right now... still single (with no guys seeming to show interest in me), still on the job hunt. I guess those are the two things really getting to me right now.

Sorry, I'll stop now. Just needed to vent a little...

 

I have to try and focus on the positives though - like the fact my skin is improving and is so much better than it was a month ago in terms of acne. And that's definitely a positive! 



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Posted 04 August 2013 - 06:25 PM

Lilly, don't beat yourself up too much.  Even three months in and i have days where i feel deflated.  Ufortunately acne is unpredicatble like that.  I find that avoiding mirrors helps me tons and i only feel my acne when i wash.

 

 

1 month in is nothing so breakouts can and probably will continue until your sixth month so don't sweat it too much

 

 

Keep your head up



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Posted 05 August 2013 - 03:49 AM

Thanks Sasch :)

I've always been hard on myself but I know I need to work on that... so I'll try.

 

Hope everything is going well for you!

 

Day 35

 

I've got the flu or something :( So I'm feeling pretty rubbish in general. Also not going to use that much BP until I'm feeling better / when I don't need to have a tissue near my face every couple of minutes - it's just making the dryness/flakes worse.

 

But apart from feeling sick - today was ok as far as skin goes... I felt ok about it all today.



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Posted 07 August 2013 - 02:21 AM

Day 37

 

Had to head home from uni early today - I was just feeling too unwell. Being sick has made doing the regimen a little difficult... I feel like I'm rubbing off the little BP that I put on every time I have to grab a tissue. And my nose is so irritated just using the cetaphil moisturiser (no BP before) burns a lot! Oh well... can't help getting sick sometimes.

 

But on the up side, my Mum commented to me today that my skin has been looking much better these past few days :) It's really nice to hear that from someone in person. It's nice that it's not just me seeing improvements - that the improvements are big enough for others to notice! 

 

I can see that I'm about to get a couple of little spots around my nose / upper lip (probably from irritation from tissues) but that's ok. They should clear up quickly once I  can use BP there again.

 

This coming weekend will probably be a little stressful. I have a few things due Monday and I have to try and get to a different university's open day to figure out what other options I have for post-grad study. Figuring all that out is stressful and anxiety-provoking (for me) in itself! So hoping the rushing around and stress doesn't show on my skin too much.

 

Hope you're all doing well :)



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Posted 08 August 2013 - 07:15 PM

Lily,

This is my first post ever lol but I just wanted to say that you seem like a pretty awesome person and you should hang in there! From the last pic you posted, it seems as if the redness has subsided a lot., which is awesome! IMO that can feel just as bad as having acne. Hopefully the positive results keep coming and you have a great year at school.




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