I think I am breaking down emotionally. When I come on here it's a whole different world.. everyone is concerned about their health and is making wonderful lifestyle & diet changes.. but in the real world.. or at least the people around me it's the complete opposite.
They don't really care much to know what junk they are putting into their body.. they go out.. they drink.. party the whole night long and pop pills. Nothing happens to their skin. It's 100% perfect. And here I am, at home, doing more research like always, not drinking.. I stress out from work and get 1 zit on my forehead .__.
but anyways, that's not the point. The point is I'm starting to hate life even though I'm happy with the way my skin looks. Almost everyone my age that I talk to I have nothing in common with. Most of them drink, smoke, or just want to have sex. I just got out of a bad relationship a few months ago and I'm so glad.. but ehh. I am going to be so excited when I finally move away and go to a different state next year.
I had some discussions with people/friends about gmo food. They don't even believe gmo food is bad at all. And they call me ignorant for being against Monsanto.. they claim that their bioengineering is valuable And when I tell them about my paleo diet, they think I'm crazy. I like eating & living this way though.
I just feel extremely irritated. Like I want to avoid all people and just disappear. So sick of having to explain to everyone why I eat the way I do and have them judge me or put me down because I don't want to drink alcohol or stay out late with them. Does anyone ever feel this way? Do you have trouble finding people irl you can relate to?