So i just wanted to vent my feelings so that i am not ruining a perfectly good day.
I HATE ACNE. It's as simple as that. I don't even become surprised anymore when i breakout - it's like it has become my new normal. Due to this persistant disease, i am afraid to hope for anything better (in relation to acne, not life). I don't get optimistic because i know that it is only a teaser. I want to give up but if i do, there is no where to turn (ok, maybe not true, but really, having to start this process again is less than appealling). My chin is on the downward spiral....again and instead of larger than life bumps (which i am grateful they are not) i am graced with smaller under the skin bumps that are there and don't ever go away. There are a ton of them too and of course, they itch and bring redness galore. . Someone suggested to use more BP there so i've done this so we'll see how it works out. I know i am still early in The Regimen (2 months) but i am afraid to hope that things will get better for fear of a let down.....again
OK - rant over- off to face the day.8 more days till summer vacation....WOOT! WOOT!
EDIT: So the chin acne on the left side of my face is a hideous bright red (looks like i have a rash or an allergic reaction). I am sitting on my couch debating whether or not to call into work today. But you know what, fuck it! Acne is not going to win, at least not today
Edited by Sasch83, 17 June 2013 - 06:22 PM.