Well I'm going through hell for some time now, it will be my 3rd summer I'll be watching people swimming, lying on the beach shirtless. And I will have to keep my shirt on my entire life, I can't take it anymore but there's nothing I can do about it scars are forever you can't just cut them out and there is no magical cure creams, lasers etc. medicine still cannot offer much yes you can make it less visible (but not in my case) I'm literally 'done' I always see scar-free bodies and I'm jealous they don't have this problem and they don't even think this might happen. It kills me every day I think about these ugly scars and just can't get over the fact that this is never going away, I don't really know what to do I lost my girlfriend because of this problem couple of years ago I couldn't show it to her I have no "balls" to show it to people the only person who knows it is my parents, dermatologist and few surgeons who couldn't do anything about it, however dermatologist gives me steroid injections to my scars, but that's not enough some of them are flat but they still are visible and the fact that I will never restore my skin to pre-injured state makes me want to be dead already. Sometimes I watch my pictures when I was still scar-free and cry cuz I'm not the same person I once was, I feel like wounded animal and worthless and there are many girls I would want to make out with, but I'm unable to do it, I don't even want to date cuz sooner or later they'll find out about my ugly scars. I'm really in depression I had to pass couple of girls who I liked, summer is hell to me while to others it's paradise and oh and it's my DREAM to ever have sex again. I was 14 when I first had my acne breakout on chest, shoulders and back and almost every single pimple left a scar, at first I thought it will go away, but now I don't think so. There's nothing that can help me and people like me plastic surgeons can't help, dermatologist's can only improve it but that's it, there's no way to get rid of scars, maybe in 20 years there will be, but for now this is impossible. And I really wan't to say it FUCK YOU ACNE AND FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!
Thank you for your time
Edited by DamnLife, 25 March 2013 - 04:04 PM.