I've been MIA for a while, but felt like posting something today.
Lately I've been feeling really depressed.. and stressed.
My skin is always playing with my emotions, it gets better and starts to clear up, then i'll wake up one morning with 3 new breakouts.
And i have excess hair growth on my face
A little more than usual along my jaw and cheeks
But I think thats because I moisturize at night with aloe vera oil
and all the moisture is causing it?
That's my assumption anyway. But it sucks
I feel really ugly and my hair never looks good! ahah
I have so much stuff on my plate lately that I barely feel like I have time to breathe!
I hate having stuff to do everyday, because that means I have to apply makeup everyday to feel halfway decent.
I just need a break i guess. Im tired
Right now i feel like crying.
I tried meditating earlier today but it didnt help
I cant stop thinking. I have tension in my neck. i should probably try exercising.
I went to my friends house the other day and didnt feel like doing my makeup cause were kinda close and i didnt care TOO much
but as soon as i saw her she said "omg what happened?" cause shes used to seeing me with makeup on.
not the response i expected or wanted
and when i went in her house her mom said the same thing.
they didnt mean any harm, but it sure didnt feel good
anyways, i just needed to rant i guess.
if you took the time to read this, than thanks. haha<3