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[margox]

sooooo....it has been a tiring day....... went out and shopped for things...... i was okay earlier and then suddenly i bumped into a friend of mine and then my world crumbled down................ actually it was just a brief hi, Hello, goodbye and no other shenannigans that we talked about but i felt like S#@%!!!!!!!!

CRAP CRAP CRAP...... what the FRACK??????? i just don't want to be seen with (to quote the Ice King from adventure time) this CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY all over my FACE!!!!........

S#@% S#@% S#@% S#@% S#@% S#@%!!!!!!!!!!!!


sunday morning rain is falling.......

Edited by margox, 04 June 2012 - 03:21 AM.

[jamie o]

Hey your face looks brillant, huge decrease in acne from the start. Glad Accutane is working for you

Edited by jamie o, 05 June 2012 - 08:02 PM.

[margox]

Hey your face looks brillant, huge decrease in acne from the start. Glad Accutane is working for you

thanks........... although i still feel like crap...thanks a lot bipolar!!!!! aaaarrrgghhh hope i'll feel better when i'm in SG....

[margox]

.......... 3 days spending time with cousins here in singapore...... Although no one has been pressing me about my acne... I still feel like crap........... ???? ..........

[margox]

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Edited by margox, 23 June 2012 - 05:46 PM.

[margox]

.....why do i still feel like crap??????? a lot of red darkened marks on my face......... i hate my face right now..... ):

[margox]

.......finished my Accutane for my 4th month dose..... 5th and 6th month to go and let's see what happens... (will i have to go for a second course?????)..

waaaaaahhhhh go away stupid acne!!!!!!

[KennyDeWyze]

Please stay positive!!!!!!!!!!!!
My acne way more worse than urs!!!
I am on my 6th pill today!!!!!

[margox]

june 29, 2012........

[margox]

.......still staying away from mirrors.... Everytime i look at my reflection i die a little, i sigh, pout, make a rude gesture to myself....and then i feel like pounding the mirror to dust..... Aarrrggghhh.... So i won't look, try not to worry and stress too much about it, and try to live a little........


Yaaaaahhhh.... And watch a lot of adventure time..... I'm gonna go nuts like there's bugs in my butt....haha

[acnegirl2712]

I think your skin is clearing up great! You just have redmarks that will fade with time. You really have to be patient and give it some time. Accutane isn't a quick fix. I'm in the same boat as you...and I completely understand it is very hard. But there is light at the end of the tunnel! Good luck!

[natalieaj03]

Heyy, are the crying bouts and depression related to the accutane ure taking? Did u ever have them before? ( the drug that is)

[margox]

Heyy, are the crying bouts and depression related to the accutane ure taking? Did u ever have them before? ( the drug that is)

....been diagnosed with bipolar for almost two months now...... Still have bouts of depression.......crying crying, then feeling okay,feeling great like i can take on the world, and then the next thing i know, i'm crying again.....
Before i was diagnosed with bipolar, i was isolating myself, depressed, and didn't want to go out of the house...and that went on for more than a year.. Thats why i'm spending time with my relatives here in sg to take my mind off of things.... They've been really helpful. I'm currently on mood stabilizers, still have two more months of accutane... Im just hoping and praying that i can get through this....... That we all will get through this!!!

I think your skin is clearing up great! You just have redmarks that will fade with time. You really have to be patient and give it some time. Accutane isn't a quick fix. I'm in the same boat as you...and I completely understand it is very hard. But there is light at the end of the tunnel! Good luck!

Thank you........ Yeah..... Those red marks.... Looks like freckles.....hahha... Looks worse when i'm under the sun, when its too hot...so i'm staying indoors lately coz it's hella hot here where i am now!

......whatever though hahaha damn these zits (post period breakout...... Aaarrggghh).............

[natalieaj03]

You will be fine! Just stick to ur treatments n ur face will be better in no time!

[margox]

......so...... I'm extending my vacation here in SG for a month, and the thing is i didn't bring my 5th dose of accutane... I messaged my derm and asked if whether i could skip this month then just continue as soon as i fly back home, or to find accutane here...... I was already freaking' out, coz idk what would happen if i missed my dose and fortunately my doctor said it's ok..... As long as i completed my over all dosage...he agreed with my the former option, and then i'm just gonna have to extend another month since i would be skipping my 5th.....


Whew.......just hoping my face won't go crazy s&@: this month...

[margox]

....zits popping out....aarrrgghhh crazy crazy crazy s&@; face!............. Whatever though........ Have to avoid freaking out coz i might Flip!!!!!...ooh and mirrors!

[margox]

Still breaking out at this point..... Plus my neice just asked me literally a while ago "when did you start having pimples?"............ Was dumbstruck again and said nothing..... I felt myself shrink back again and being devoured by my blackhole........ Wtf???? Kids say the meanest things sometimes...

[margox]

Am out around and about the city..... And i look and feel like s&@/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to claw my face offffffff........ Aaarrggghhh ........

People around me with perfect skin..... kill Kill!

Edited by margox, 19 July 2012 - 02:35 AM.

[margox]

.....i feel like s&@-! aarrgghh..... Zits, red marks, blemishes... I hate acne, why can't you keep away from me?.....

Just go away already...im sooooo tired....

[margox]

Today.... I still feel like S&@:!!!! Zits......plus my face itches and i can't scratch it.... And the flu.... On a hot humid day.... I hate my face... I hate myself...


Aaarrrgghhhh :