Fast forward to July, I started getting HUGE cysts again on the side of my face. I chalked it up to stress, but they wouldn't go away. I got on doxy, which helped clear it up, and then got off doxy 2 weeks later. 1 month later, my skin is getting progressively worse. Pimples everywhere on my cheeks, chin, side of my face (mainly my right side), and I got back on doxy 200mg for about a month. It cleared me up some, but i was still SO oily, and was having a hard time dealing with the recurrance of my acne. I tried beyaz too, but the nausea and anxiety was SOOOO unbearable I had to get off it within a week. I lost 4 lbs, and wasn't able to function in the hospital.
Let me add, I am a medical student. My life is stressful, yes, but this is my 3rd year, and this isn't a new level of stress for me. I can't figure out if something triggered all this, or if it was just time. It's frustrating to know that I deal with patients day in and day out, and they judge me on my skin. I'm a smart girl, I've worked hard my entire life, and I hate feeling like people don't hold me in as high regard because of my skin.
Honestly, I kinda just want to be put back on Accutane again. The results were great, and I tolerated it really well, just a few muscle aches, dry lips, and constipation. Nothing that couldn't be dealt with.
So, I finally got into see my derm (who is now 70 miles away), and he suggested spiro. I didn't want to beg for Accutane, so I figured I'll give this a whirl. He said 2 months. If it doesn't work in two months, then I'll get back on Accutane. Which is good because I'm no longer on my parent's insurance starting the end of 2012, so if I need to be on Accutane again, then I'd like to do it with their good insurance.
Other things to note about my life, partially becuase it's just cathartic to share, I just started dated this guy a couple months ago. When I initially met him, I was just struggling with a few cysts, its getting worse and I'm pimple-y all over my left cheek (where I rarely break out). I'm worried how he'll react to all this, and I hate feeling like I have to wear make-up around him all the time. This is my first real relationship (Yes, I'm 25), so the stress of worrying what he'll think makes me a little.... emotionally unstable. We're not having sex (yet?), and I'm not on BC (yet.)... Just some other things to think about. Really, if he breaks up with me, it'll be easier on Accutane, not having to kiss with dry/chapped lips.
So. Actual spiro progress:
It has been offically 1 wk on 50mg on spiro (I'm 5'6 and ~120lbs). I was semi-clear before, with some bad scarring from previous cysts, because I had just finished doxy. My skin has definitely gotten worse, but in a strange way. I'm getting little white heads/pimples all over the left cheek (where I haven't broken out since pre-accutane), and not really sure what's going on. I'm still on tazorac 0.1% every night, which is helping keep them managable. No huge cysts yet, but I'm still on doxy for another week or so to help keep things a little calm, I guess. My skin is a little less oily in that I dont feel my make-up slipping off at noon, but its still more oily than it was in June.
My questions:
1. If this is my skin purging, does that mean that the spiro is working?
2. Should I stay on the doxy?
3. I'm going to get on BC at the end of December (That's when I get to see my ob next), does that mean I'll have another IB if I start then?
4. Any words of encouragement, advice, pick me-ups are greatly appreciated.






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