Day 14Well, the Epiduo stopped burning around Day 11 and now I can't feel it again, weird.
I have 2 spots on my chin and about 6 massive ones on my forehead - which is weird as before I would never ever break out on my chin and my forehead only rarely - my left cheek is looking pretty clear apart from scaring which I'm happy about, although before my acne always would be on one cheek, then the other would break out as the other cleared (a sick game

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My skin is still feeling smooth, but the dryness has gone away and my skins now actually feeling a bit greasy, I don't need to moisturize anymore. I'm wondering if I should maybe apply a bit more of the epiduo?
Still feeling down, really hating on life at the moment, people are also getting pretty pissed off with me being so boring, not going to Birthdays, turning down any single social event. I had an argument with my mate the other day, so I told him I'm being so boring/depressive lately because of my skin - and I never tell people about my skin issues. Rather than be supportive, he just got angry when I didn't cave and then go. Do people really think I tell them all about my woes just because I'm fishing for attention?
"Oh no one ever mentions your skin, it's not all that bad"
Oh really? Oh well now you've said that it's fine, that's all I wanted - oh wait.
Urgh it's so unfair. When my skin was (pretty much clear) last year I was such a different person. So confident and involved in everything. I hate now being back to the person who has to pysch himself up just to leave the house after looking in the mirror each morning.
My goal/dream is still to be significantly clearer for my Christmas in Paris, (Im working at Disneyland Paris over the holidays!) I leave in 4 weeks, so everyone cross everything they can.
I don't want to be in such a depressive/hating on life mood then because that will totally ruin it.
It's so incredible how much your skin affects your mood. On days when I'm looking clear, or at least perceive it to be clearer than usual, I'm in such a good mood.
Back to topic though - my Lymecycline might be giving me side effects. I woke up yesterday at about 7am (on a Sunday!) in excruciating pain. I was half asleep so wasn't exactly fully conscious, but I remember my stomach was cramping horrendously, it felt like really bad trapped wind, you know the kind which you occasionally get which is so bad you genuinely feel like calling an ambulance because it's so unbearable. Which was VERY strange at that time considering I felt fine the day before and hadn't eaten for hours. I've been feeling generally a bit queasier, so I'm not sure if these are because of the Antibiotic, could be a coincidence, but it could be.
On the whole I'm quite happy with the epiduo - it's already improved my skin by around 20%, i wasn't even expecting any results until around week 5/6. I think I've already had my initial outbreak on my head and chin, where my acne wasn't that bad to begin with, but as I'm expecting a bad initial breakout I'm not going to be too upset/surprised if it does get a lot worse this week.
See you all in a week
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