Posted 27 November 2012 - 01:19 AM
Posted 28 November 2012 - 08:53 AM
I know exactly how you feel. I isolate myself, I've called in sick and skipped because of a really bad acne day. I stay in my room too much and try to hide. I'm fighting trying to be depressed, but I'm embarrassed to look people in the eyes and I always have my head bent down low to the ground.
yeah... ive spent many many days being like that too.... afraid to go out.... afraid that people would look at me..........
the heartaches that comes with acne........ no one ever told me it would be this hard and hurtfull
Posted 29 November 2012 - 12:54 AM
Posted 04 January 2013 - 01:40 AM
Posted 04 January 2013 - 12:34 PM
Its killing me on the inside and out idk what to start or do! Ill keep searching i guess.
Posted 06 January 2013 - 12:20 PM
Just remember you're beautiful and it wont be like this forever! Good luck !
Posted 06 January 2013 - 02:49 PM
Posted 24 January 2013 - 07:42 AM
I feel your pain I feel the same exact way and I can't do it anymore. I feel like I'm just going through the motions and I don't want to live this way anymore specially because I have a 9month old and I want to start going out and doing things with her and I don't because I'm just to self conscious that everyone is looking at my acne! :/ i don't do anything anymore because of it. And my family doesn't understand why I get so upset about it or when people come over I hide in my room if I dont have make up on :/ (which just ends up making it looking worse but i would never go out in public without it) i dream of being one of those girls who can just wake up and walk out the door with no make up! I'm currently on tretinoin 0.5% and clindymacin and doxycycline and I'm in the initial breakout stage and I'm feeling even worse now cause it worse than before I started but I'm going to stick with it and see what it does praying that this will help me! Hope you have luck too! Keep your head up!
hey there guys....... hope ya'll are doing fine... well today i feel weird... up and down.... up and down...the roller coaster ride with acne+bipolar......that is my life....
Keribee.... you are beautiful...... and i strongly encourage you to stop putting that make up gunk on your face.... believe me it'll do more harm than good...
like you.... i was also ashamed to go out looking like a red zit faced monster.... so what would i do? i would cake on the concealer, the powder...all that gunk even if just to go and walk the dog.... ugh i hated it..... i researched like crazy (still am...) and decided for the better that i would never ever put on any kind of make up (except maybe lipstick coz i won't be putting it on my skin!)... haven't put on make up for more than 2 years now.....
just imagine my face after a derm appointment and i have to go home and just having to ride public transportation...... i would cry myself to sleep everynight coz it doesn't just hurt physically, but the emotional damage that acne has done to me is just unbearable... it's the kind of thing that i wouldn't even wish for my mortal nemesis!
anyway...sorry about the babble..... do what you gotta do.... stick with your regimen.... it'll all work out for us... hope and pray....
wish you all the best!
Posted 14 March 2013 - 01:46 AM
sooo... i've been crying myself to sleep again... every night... the whole week..... what the F is up with that?......
another breakout= another breakdown.....
there i am watching "my big fat greek wedding" on tv and the next thing i know i'm crying myself silly...AGAIN.... and then i stared at myself in the mirror..... how i wanted to punch and smash that mirror to pieces..... i don't know what to think anymore.....this pain is just unbearable..... trying my hardest to still avoid any reflection coz that'll lead to me,obsessing about my skin again.
will this ever end?