My Journal - Sunstroke
Posted 10 September 2011 - 07:36 AM
So this is day 0, starting from this moment.
10.09.11. the time being 15.36.
I´ll tjeck in tonight.
Posted 10 September 2011 - 04:50 PM
I have been treating my skin good since this afternoon.
I´ll check in first thing tomorrow.
Jeg har behandlet min hud godt siden i eftermiddags.
Jeg skriver i morgen som det første.
Posted 11 September 2011 - 03:12 AM
I´ll check in later today/tonight
Dag et starter i dag 11.09.11. I eftermiddag er det et døgn jeg ladet min hud få fred, heling tager tid, fokus og ro, på trods af hvad der ellers sker.
Jeg skriver senere i dag/aften.
Edited by sunstroke, 11 September 2011 - 03:14 AM.
Posted 12 September 2011 - 05:21 AM
Day one of being good to my skin went allright.
The beginning of day - today - went allright.
I´ll check in later today (before I go and wash my face tonight).
Dag et med at behandle mign hud god gik udmærket.
Starten på dag to - i dag - gik udmærket.
Jeg skriver senere i dag (før jeg vasker mit ansigt/går på badeværelset i aften).
Posted 13 September 2011 - 02:30 AM
Day three - today - startet very good.
So now day three has started and I´ll check in later tonight before washing/taking of make up.
Dag to med at være god ved min hud gik okay.
Dag tre - i dag - begyndte rigtig godt.
Så nu er dag tre igang og jeg skriver senere i aften inden jeg vasker ansigt/tager make up af.
Edited by sunstroke, 13 September 2011 - 02:31 AM.
Posted 13 September 2011 - 05:00 PM
Vasker ansigt nu /går i bad.
Posted 13 September 2011 - 05:54 PM
Det var så 3. dag. Gik godt! Skriver i morgen som det første.
Posted 14 September 2011 - 03:25 AM
The beginning of day four went well. I´ll check in later tonight.
Starten på fjerde dag gik godt! Skriver senere i aften.
Posted 14 September 2011 - 04:27 PM
Tonight has been going okay.. I´ll take a shower now and want sleep soon!
I aften er gået okay.. vil gå i bad nu og sove snart!
Posted 14 September 2011 - 05:56 PM
Dag fire gik helt fint. Skriver i morgen som det første.
Posted 16 September 2011 - 03:47 PM
Femte og sjette dag gik godt! Går i seng nu, så træt. Skriver som det første i morgen.
Posted 19 September 2011 - 01:22 PM
Things went pretty well, but then I picked in the evening saturday 17/9. Now I thing that was mainly stress and worries causing me to do so, cause my skin was looking sooo much better than it usualy does that day, after days of not picking. But - I picked - for about 30-45 min. at my face. I still managed though to go meet a friend and go to a bar afterwards, which I guess I should be proud about. Then i didn´t pick yesterday and today as well (I´ll write later).
I have to be aware about my thoughts and feelings about minor (minor!) imperfections, so that I don´t let it have to much power over me, leading to picking.
I DON´T DEMAND PEFECTION. I´M CHANGING MY PERCEPTION OF WHAT PERFECT IS!
I STRIVE TO BE KIND AND LOVING TOWARDS MYSELF IN EVERY THOUGHT AND ACTION.
Now my thougt is that instead of thinking that I´m back to zero I will count the number of days that I´ve been good to my skin after a month (that means in the afternoon on the 11 of october).
I´ll check in tonight.
Edited by sunstroke, 19 September 2011 - 01:25 PM.
Posted 22 September 2011 - 04:57 PM
gotta get back on track. gotta.
Posted 23 September 2011 - 05:32 PM
I´ll try and check in tomorrow morning (only in 5-6 hours hmm..)
Posted 29 September 2011 - 06:27 AM
My computer broke down while I was away from home, so I didn´t ckeck in. And I haven´t written the last couple of days ( one and a half) since I got back on.
Now I intend to keep track of how things are going again.
I´ll check in tonight. (Or maybe later today aswell)
Posted 30 September 2011 - 09:39 AM
I don´t feel so well.
I think I might have to write some more about what is going on in my life on other areas, since it affects the level of worries, tension, uneasiness and bad feelings I have toward myself and things in general.
The last couple of days I have just gotten nothing done! And that really leaves me worried and tired about things.
I´m supposed to write my final paper at university! And at the same time I´m working at a school a couple og days a week (that is what I want to write about). But my time is spend travelling to and from the school, and preparing for having musicclasses. AND then when I have time to start reading and think about the paper, then I can´t concentrate, procrastionate, feel bad, and tha leads to picking more easily that if things went well. :S
So, by tonight i have to have:
1) Written something about my problem definition. (or what it is called in english), what I want to investigate and how!
2) Done some first minor information retrieval. (or what it´s called in english!)
3) Written a journal about the classes I have had so far! (if nothing else only as much so that I will be able to elaborate about it later)
Over and out, I´ll check in tonight.
Edited by sunstroke, 30 September 2011 - 10:19 AM.
Posted 30 September 2011 - 03:44 PM
I hope tomorrow will be better.
I´m gonna try my best not to be angry at myself! That won´t get me anywhere.
I´m gonna go wash now, fingers crossed!
Here´s at video I found, you should see it.
I NEED to feel better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT to feel better!!!!!!! I WANT to do better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For my own sake first and foremost!!!!!!!!!!
Edited by sunstroke, 30 September 2011 - 03:45 PM.