day 11
writing early today because there have been further developments, but i'll write again later to add to todays post
so i still had break outs from yesterday which was pretty rubbish and put me in a bad mood
whats worse is in the 3 hours that i was at work i also gained a very tiny pimple on my left cheek. i dont care however small it is, knowing me that will be a full blown spot by the time i get back from work later on this evening.... i swear i really am losing patients now. Im taking 2 types of medication ( diannette and tablets for skin) and i use the BP, so why the hell is this not enough?!
i know its only day 11, but i really feel like nothing is working, my mouth looks like its clearing, then by the evening theres a new spot, my cheeks are just going sick with breakouts, when i rarely broke out here ever before, its like the problem is just spreading out across my face

i know it says in the what to expect bit that you'll break out during week 2 for moderate acne, but this is ridiculous! i cant wait till september when i can quit my job because working 12 hour shifts in a pub really isnt helping me. i just want to not have a job anymore so i can not have to leave the house ever.
such a sad day, im sick of feeling like this. its like having a cold that never goes away, just gets slightly better for an hour or two then gets worse all over again