I know exactly what you are going through. I'm a 29 year old female, and I have LARGE pores ALL over my nose - Not just in one spot, but all over! I avoid wearing makeup because it makes my pores more noticeable. I think about my pores 24/7, I'm always looking in the mirror every min. When I go to bed the first thing I think about is how my pores are gonna look in the next day. When I wake up in the morning, the first thing i do is look in the mirror to see if my pores have gotten any smaller. I hate when people talk to me really close, lately I've been avoiding people by doing most of my clothing shopping online. Whenever I have to go to the grocery store I don't go until late at night around midnight or so. I've had this problem since I was around 14 years old - seriously! I mean, at that time my pores weren't noticeable but I had black heads that I would squeeze out of my nose every single chance that I got. I seriously had a problem, I was always in the mirror squeezing the white gunk outta my nose. Then one day I remember picking at this one pore that didn't completely close up with a needle - It was sooooo stupid- I was bored i guess, and I thought no harm done cause it would close up or what ever (I know now that pores do not close up or shrink on their own) So now I had this one huge pore on the side of my nose. So then after a while I began to notice that the pore would close whenever it was full of dirt or whatever. So once again, being dumb I refused to clean or even touch my nose (I washed my face of course, I just avoided my nose). Not once did i have a black head or anything like that. so I went about my business my nose was fine, then about three years ago I noticed that my pores where huge on my nose, not just that one on the side, but all over. Anyways to make a long story short I've tried that product concelapore, I've tried microbrasion, I tried not squeezing my nose, but the pores just seem to get bigger and bigger. my husband made a comment about my nose, so that didn't help much. I thought about burning my nose, cutting my nose - pretty much everything you can think of because I figure it'll heal and look ten times better then what it does now.
Wow. So you just explained literally, word for word, what i have been doing for teh last 2,3 years.
Im almost hesitant to believe someone wrote that rather then myself! !
Ya im in constant moderation of my nose, if im out somewhere, I feel my nose getting plagued with oil, so ill leave to restroom, wash hands, and pat with the damp towel while checking how noticeable my nose is to everyone else. I use my cell phone like a mirror sometimes...
The days my nose is somwhat better, I'll use that day like crazy! ill go everywhere with a better confidence -but sadly that day has not been in a long time. I notice that when I sweat, my nose looks how i would LOVE to have it. Smooth and a nice color tone. So ill usually workout before i go out and about. But usually, Ill go places that are not well lit.
So no wal marts. Malls. Arena games. anything in daylight...it sux.
BTW!!!
the dermaroller didnt work well for me. I made a mistake of rolling on teh front and sides of my nose, and the sides didnt change, but now the FRONT of my nose is porous. HUGE mistake. Huge huge huge. to the point i wish i could go back in time...
Ive gone to a Laser skin place also for a consultation. Just did a Foto facial and Microdermabrasion...
not sure what to expect or think of it yet. Only got 1 of each done.
I know this is an internal problem and probably has to do with the massive oil production and skin problems beneath, but my derm said, EPIDUO.
I already used it before and it worsened the oil condition.
I almost wish I had extreme cystic acne to get Accutane to put a stop to the rediculous oil production...
As of now, I have just been washing my face with a cream like cleanser from clean and clear. then I rub down with witch hazel, then moisterize with a Vitamin E cream mixed with a few drops of Tea tree oil.
The more moist my nose is, teh better the pores look. BUT< the greasier and shiny it looks.
I just can't win.
It sux going from my past very social life, to a hermit hiding out all the time. Especially since my brother and I share the same friends.
Im afraid of my mental state, im a very strong willed person but this is ruining my life.
Im thinking of looking into something that maybe works like accutane with oil glands...I'm making me another derm appt to discuss how worse its getting and ill ask.
Then, if i find something, and the oil is helped, ill look into possible skin graphing at a Plastic surgeon or something...
Thank Universe I have money to do it all. I dnt know how i would ever work a regular job with this constantly bothering me to where I get anxiety attacks if Im stuck in light near people.