Got two pimples on my jawline. One of them is so far back you can barely see it unless my hair is up, and one is right near my chin. Not too bad though because they popped quickly and are now on their way to healing, although they're red. :/ I still get self conscious about even one or two spots, and I haven't gotten a real pimple in a while, either. I'm almost certain this is because of my period. I should just be grateful that my acne isn't worse, because I see people with worse skin than me everyday who don't seem to be bothered, or at least don't let it affect their lives so much. There's a lot of things to be grateful for, I just need to remind myself of them. And in the mean time I have my makeup, haha.
The good news is, I was thinking about some of my past relationships today. The last guy I was with had mild - moderate acne, nothing too bad but once in a while he'd get a big pimple. And I realized to myself that I didn't care, because I had liked him so much. To me, I didn't give a damn if his skin was perfect or had pimples. And I realize now that it's the same with other people - if they really care about you, like you for who you are, they won't care if you have pimples or not. This guy was still as attractive to me with pimples as he was without them. I don't know. It just makes me happy to think about that.