I had very bad acne when i was 15-16 years old. I tried lots of differents things to treat it, e.g. doctor creams, freederm, face washes etc. and nothing fulled cleared it up. So eventually i took ro-accutane for 4 months, and it ruined my whole life. Ever since then my whole life has changed. I started to develop mental issues in my head and very bad depression, I don't feel motivated to do anything, i don't see anything to look forward to. Nothing interests me as much as it used to. I used to be a very happy person looking forward to make a living but after this i quit school because i couldn't cope and i didn't even care that i quit. I started to have loads of suicide thoughts also. I am 17 years old now and i quit school in 2013 march and haven't been since. I don't know how i plan to make a living, i don't feel motivated to finish my a-levels which i quit halfway through, even though i got A in A-Level Maths.
I wish i could be happy