Am i the only one???

I have always felt alone and i isolate myself because of my acne.
I hate summer time... when other girls are out with there friends in there shorts, tube tops and spaghetti shirts and lets not forget bikini's, i am at home on the computer or watching discovery health and food network among other things. I don't make plans or go out at all unless it is to see the dermatologist.I want to be apart of all the fun summer has to offer but wants the point... i have not only acne but scars from past acne everywhere, i mean it everywhere, even my butt! Its really not fair...i cry all the time. I don't understand why my skin has to be this way i sometimes feel it is a punishment!!
If i do go out in the summer it take me for ever to figure out what i am going to wear so i can hind it all. So its mostly long sleeves or sweaters [all covered up] and ppl always look at me or ask me if i am not hot? [OF COURSE I AM HOT, JUST MIND YOUR BUSSNIESS!!!] i think to myself. No one understands and i don't think anyone will ever understand the feeling of having something all over your body you cant control, its terrible! I JUST WANT TO BE NORMARL WHAT EVER THAT IS!

ps: i will be uploading pics in the gallery, go check them out and please tell me the truth about what you think! I KNOW ITS BAD!!!:(