I almost hit my sister

She's always making comments about my face, and everything about me, she doesn't miss a chance. She's been like this for almost 10 years.

One time i just couldn't take anymore and sat at night thinking of a solution to shut her up (for sure this time). I was really REALLY pissed.

I thought the only possible way was to wait until she made one more comment then grab her neck and slam her against the wall and tell her to stop once she was paralyzed with fear, and if she didn't then I WOULD hit her. Not hard of course, I just wanted to scare her.

My mom saw me and she asked me what was up. I told her my plan and she called my sister to talk. I started telling her with a really weak voice about to cry "xxxx if you would please stop making comment about my face and..." When my sister saw me about to break down with tears she looked at me with her eyebrow up and smirked like she always does and and said "huh?"

I put my hands in front of my face and my head down trying to get myself to get out some words. I was about to explode, I felt like my body gave two choices on how to let it all out. I could break down with tears, or I could go completely psycho (i'm not exaggerating) I never want to be violent, but The fact that she kept being like this even when she saw me about cry pissed me off like never before, seriously I felt like a devil.
I was so pissed I chose to go psycho.

Then right after, I snapped and put my head up again facing her directly. My eyes were wide open and my mouth was showing my teeth like a dog. and I said "BECAUSE I WANT TO HIT YOU!!! HAHAHAHA NEXT TIME YOU PISS ME OFF..." then my mom stopped me. and I looked at my mom, and i remember that my lower eyelid was raised (yeah like a psycho's) she got really scared.

I continued yelling, sometimes I didn't say any words it was just "GRRAAAARR!!!"and my mom trying to stop me. All the while facing my sister with my fists closed and continuously half-standing from the chair and sitting back down like I almost couldn't stop myself from standing up and attacking her right then. At that time, she wasn't my sister, or a girl, or whatever. She was just a monster that was hurting me and would continue to hurt me forever unless I put a stop to it.

My mom said my eyes were bloodshot and that I looked like a very mad dog. I think she's right, I do remember "smiling" while I was yelling. Oh man

My sister started crying, but I didn't buy it at all. Anyway my mom stopped me and my sister said she wouldn't say stuff like that anymore. I know ultimately stopped because I told my mom, I kind of used her as a way to stop myself. Of course my sister hasn't stopped completely...then I try to be friends with her, help her with homework, take her running because she's too lazy and needs someone to push her, and let her borrow my things, and then she is a bitch again (I don't like saying that word, but how else can I describe her?) Seriously.

Anyway, thanks MarkP9114 for posting your story, it helped me decide to post mine

What carbs are safe? (please help)

so which ones would you consider yourself safe?

and could you please give examples rather than just saying something like "complex carbs"? plz plz just do me this favor if you answer

whole wheat bread for example, is that ok?

apples?

tortillas?

...please help, i'm starving

Does Tuna cause Acne?

Once I limited my diet to only these:

1. water

2. lettuce

3. spinach

4. chicken

5. beef

6. eggs

7. tuna

8. whey protein (with water) (only has 1g of carbs per serving from sugar, out of 30g)

I know for sure the first 5 items in that list don't break me out (for I've been eating them for quite a while ok).

But then I started breaking out after soon after I added the tuna and the whey protein. I quit both right away and haven't had them since.

So today I ate a lot of tuna...will I break out? i'll find out in the tomorrow or the day after, but I'm anxious.

And for the people who might think it's the eggs. They don't do anything to me, ever. And even if the iodine thing that it aggravates acne is true. I'm not eating anything that causes me acne so there's nothing it can aggravate.

Thanks for all who reply

Newbie to peels...just a few questions

I'm thinking of getting a lactic acid peel


How long does it take for your skin to be completely peeled? minutes? days? I mean, will I have to be walking around in public with a layers of skin hanging from my face? (not that i'm not willing to bear with it)


After you get this peel, your skin turns pink/white right? how long does it take for your skin to go back to its normal color?


I've heard of mini-peels. what is the difference between a normal peel and a mini-peel?

Thanks to anyone who answers

I'm CLEAR...

...ing from diet, just 3 minor zits, and red marks fade fast on me (2-3 weeks)

i hadn't been clear cuz I always made mistakes with my diet or cheated

I don't really feel like a prince or anything, but oh man it's 10 billion times better than that feeling of ugliness and unworthiness. It's like, i can be happy now

it's kinda weird too, like i'm missing something, it's similar to the feeling you have when you cut your hair a lot and you're not used to it

now, I realize that I'll have to eat things that give me acne once in a while cuz of friends, but it's only like mby 2-3 zits on my whole face, that is nothing to me

i'll really feel like a prince when i outgrow it and can be reunited with my love. Cereal, cookies, pancakes, chocolate milk...and many others...they're my love!