how are u a monster? do u think we all lie when we say u look as good as u do? i know u are the one that has to beleive it, but come on........there are some ugly chicks out there and u my dear, are not 1 of them. u are a hottie.
I think u were happiest when u were in Japan. Maybe u can take a year off and go there, sort yourself out, u might feel better and can start with school again. i bet there are many girls who thought u were goregous and were intimidated by u. just try not to take the easy way out..
accutane isnt as scary as some make it out to be. i avoided going on it for years. finally at 25 i did. my skin went from maybe 25-30 zits on my face to 0. 8 months it took, and i was clear. do your research, talk to your parents and go and do it as soon as u can. a year from now u will be in the place that u want to be. i would have given anything to be your age and reading this post right now..it really will change your life..but right now u have to be strong and not slip into any depression. even at your worst, just know that it's not going to be like this forever.
i couldnt beleive how i was 2 yrs ago and how i am now. so dont put it off any longer..i tried everything and this is the only thing that worked for me.
ive seen that 1 too...and ther was also a girl on there that thought she was ugly. but the guy looked actually very unique and almost feminine/beautiful..his skin was clear. but he hated himself, he actually couldnt stop looking in mirrors and got fired from his jobs for it.. it actually made him more unattractive that he found himself that way and made me think he was..when he actually wasnt. It proves u have to love yourself before anyone else can.
i used to think this too..then i came to the conclusion that ppl think acne is just something teens have that u grow out of and not a "real problem" but i have seen the odd thing on oprah where women didnt want to wear any makeup because of their acne and felt ugly or i saw dr pil about that plastic surgery once where those 2 twins had to take accutane and he was telling them how they would never be happy on the inside or outside if they didnt fix their mental issues first.
i can look in some mirrors and think oh my god, do i really look this bad? that's usually in a changeroom mirror...and my acne has gone now but everything else will still look as fucked up..such as hair, pores, shadows on the face etc..
i went into this store and noticed even the hottst guy there looked fucked up under the lighting so after that, i didnt feel so bad..
sorry for my language, but it felt appropriate to the way i was feeling at the time.
if u feel he is using u then just break free from him. but a little helpful advice wouldnt have hurt either..its not like u and him would start hanging out together. just remember he probably feels like shit and he knows very well that u have 1 up on him already by having clear skin. sometimes the ppl who dish out the most crap are the ones who are hurting the most. by giving that reaction of saying fuck off, it shows that he has gotten to u...byt helping him out and saying here ya go and good luck to u, u could have walked away feeling good.
coz right now u said u feel bad, it just proves u are too good of a person to be bothered with ppl like him...if i were u, i wouldnt try to contact him again, id just leave it be....he knew he had it coming either way and that was the chance he took and thats what he got.
nah, sorry to say that wasnt revenge. especially if u feel bad right now. dont kid yourself, look deeper into the situation and realise it took a lot for him to ask u for help. You could have been the bigger person and stepped up like a man and walked away knowing someone else isnt going to pull u down to their misery anymore....
i know u must feel like 'fuck him, he deserves all he gets' but he's got all that acne now and u dont. u hadalready won...but now when u think about it, u are treating him now the way he treated u...