well im straight but would consider myself metrosexual (care a lot about my image)
and when my acne was worse I had confidence issues, once i started treatment I started caring less about my acne even though it hadn't got better yet.
1. I think you have to realise that it will get better sometime (maybe in the near future) whether you go to the doctor, or use the regimen.
2. when you look in the mirror the first thing you probably notice is your acne, but when you look at other people with acne you probably notice their acne last. thats the same way people would look at you.