u need to find a lab tht will dissect n examine u individualy nd develop special extra individual unique cure only for u and do so asap nd attack it hard bcs tbh tht shit will start get resistant nd develop new form rly soon after u start doing tht
otherwise ull b stuck in acne wonderland for yrs or forever.
how could i b so naive like day ago n thought its going away finally, i rly was completely clear suddenly aside from damage nd pores. today its random all over my face again.i am so so sooo sick of this problem i hv no energy to tell anymore. when the hell this torment will end? i eat only healthy now ETC every day im dying for various reasons already i rly cant fuking b dealing with this stupid old shit too nymore WHY IS IT NT ENDING??? oh god make it stop already!!!
nd like my face was starting to get lighter finally p nicely bt now its again redmarked n hyperpigmentated i cant look at it without feeling sick, y is this happening/?? y is all the shit allways coming back?
if im so defected i dnt care abt life whatsoever omg just fuckkkkk everything!!!
and all those motherfucking perf normal skin pp
im either so super depressed abt myself, seriously feel like suchhh a crrrappp nd diseased ugly abomnation either so madly envy nd hate them i jst dunno how i still cn contain it!
i gotta become pretty nd healthy somehow sooo fucking muchhh!!
when u fuking make a decentest pic u cn only ever make after all those difficult years tht u still feel crapy abt bt hell u finally had a moment u looked kinda close enough bt FUKING BAM u get nly somekinda lame coments or even hate coments n just something tht ud hate the most nd least expect???
idk i just feel ultimately crappy again, ugly as a shit nd thruthfuly idk y the fk i ws putting so FUCKING MUCH EFFORT in skincare nd everything nd tryin to medicate my shit disease etc for all those yrs wasted only to end up as a ugly ass even at my like best pic!!!
nd im so sick of skincare nd regimens i cant tell...USELESS AS A SHIT.
i jst wanna die so bad right now, so much effort nd absolutely no gain in the end...
WHILE U FUKIN TRYING TO FIX UR STUPID ACNE PPL JUT GETS PRETTIER N U CN NEVER CATCH UP.
i mean from all this usual uglyness i may hv developed twisted sense of whts pretty??? i cant even believe this bt i kind of cant grasp completely few things nymore it seems, like i cn look at my "good' pic thinking wow i look p good here y i cnt look ike this allways bt then after some time i look at it again nd i cant belive that i couldnt see it before!!! how ugly i actually looked there! uglyness hv wreked my sense!