Went to bed happy last night after my 2 ginormous pustules camp to a head and got rid of it in the shower... Then woke up to a few smaller pimples, probably from the rosehip oil I stupidly applied last night!!!
I put on some makeup, felt a little better, but feeling very self conscious. I hate when people look at you then their eyes slowly gravitate toward the zits.
I'm supposed to be going out shopping now but I don't know if I have the guts to. I feel ugly.
I dream of just waking up to crystal clear skin and walking out the door. Putting on makeup is such a killer to me, it makes me feel like I am living a lie. Anyways... -I can finally not cake my face with makeup (I wouldn't ever wear makeup again) -My confidence will be like x 10000000000000000000000 -I can meet some guys and not shy away! -I would really, truly, genuinely be a happier person and live life to the fullest. I wouldn't take clear skin for granted, most definitely not.