psychiatrist is what i think i need for acne......

HI TO MY FAMILY (i mean you guys) .....i feel unlucky that i cud not join you guys here for so long...but better late than never...
my name is ashutosh,i live in India(unfortunately i dont have any of these websites or any moral support in my home land for topics like acne).i used to be a cool guy...i say i used to be bcoz.....although i know it seems very irrational and depressed on my part to say like this..but i feel like speaking every thing out in front of my friends.
--preface--
a little pips on forehead here and there...but i did not take anything seriously,then things started become worse.soon the pimple force started taking over the whole face.the nose and cheeks became the main target.
my constant ignorance as to considering it just a teenage syndrome lead to conditions which were worse and beyond handling.
my mom used to say that it happens with everyone and relax.

--battlefield--
it was not until the first year of my college that i realized that i had to do something about it.
day by day i was adding gallons of pus on my face trapped in the big baloony pimples...the aggravation went on to my chest,shoulder and even buttocks( ..come on! what can i do abt that).
why i said i need i psychiatrist is becoz i came to know that red marks on my face cud be removed by chemical peel,but somethings had given something more deep,something more scarring on my heart.
it was two months in my college and there was this girl,beautiful as a angel(and trust me some angels can be BLAZING HOT )
i cud not see even one single thing why i should not tell her how i feel..so i wrote a poem on her eyes(yeah man i can write some lines..nothing professional though...just some amateur stuff),stopped her in the classroom...and ask her politely if she wud like to listen what i had written for her.
in front of whole class these were her words..."YOU IDIOT,HAVE YOU EVER SEEN YOUR SELF IN MIRROR...YOU NEED A PLASTIC SURGERY FOR YOUR FACE SILLY BOY..NOT ME"
--plan of action--
azithromycin for eight weeks
switched on to isotretenoin 40 mg a day for four months..oral capsules[THIS THING IS A GIFT OF GOD]
then reduced the medication to tretinion .05% concentration tropical use.
continuing this still at night after washing face.
--inference--
keeps the pimps tamed,but i dont know why do they just keep coming..?
left the idea of asking any one out in my whole life if that is what women believe for men..

and finally a before and after showdown for you guys
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