New here

Hi, obviously I'm new here and I thought I would introduce myself and tell my story!

I've been coming to these boards for awhile to get more information but just decided to join. So basically I've had acne since i was 15(im 21 now). I call it acne but Its always been mild to moderate. I believe it started because I started wearing foundation when I entered high school and I started taking antibiotics for a few occasional breakouts, which i completely regret now but oh well. So Throughout my high school years I went on many different antibiotics and tried many topicals. Some worked well, others didnt. Anyways, After I graduated I moved to a new state and thats when It got worse. I eventually tried accutane, which i regret so much. I took it for 2 weeks and ended up in the hospital because it made me so crazy I thought i was dying. Not to mention It cause horrible clogged pores, which is mostly what I deal with now. That was about a year and a half ago, and I'm more insecure/obsessed about my acne that ever. Well I'm about to graduate, but my skin obsession currently lead me to what I do now. So I started going to an esthetician school. (btw worst idea if you are already obsessed with your skin) All I ever think about 24/7 is my skin. I know way too much about how to help/"cure" acne I'm on overload. Which I'm sure many of you can relate to it.I'm suppose to help people but I cant help myself.

I'm so frustrated/upset/depressed about my acne I just needed somewhere to vent or go to because I know people here will understand.