Well I've become kind of inconsistent with the whole blogging thing. xD
Anyways, I've been trying to go all day without touching up my face, practicing for school.
I can make about 6 and a half hours. Then I get frusterated haha.
Schedules are most likely coming tomorrow, so I will know what time I'll have picture day. I'm praying for it to be schduled in the morning so my face doesn't look shiny.

Condition of my face:
forhead: redmarks, bumps, and 1 pimple.
Cheeks: bumps.
upper lip: red marks
Chin: redmarks, scab
nose: blackheads and a under-the-skin pimple

I honestly don't think I'll be able to go back to school looking like this.
Mental breakdown today.
Stupid bumps!!!!
I'm sick at looking at those 18 days to get clear skin.
I'm dying inside.

Condition of my face:
forhead: redmarks, bumps, and 3 pimples.
Cheeks: bumps.
upper lip: red marks
Chin: redmarks, pimple, scar.
nose: blackheads

Ughhhh. I'm afraid that my whole theory might not be working.
I got a pimple on my forehead... and I popped it like always. I popped another bump on my forehead too.
I have a bump on my chin but I think it will be gone by tomorrow if not Tuesday.
It's so frusterating! I actually had to go somewhere today and its the day my face chooses to break out.
I have no idea how I'm going to make it through school if my skin continues to break out. Honestly, I need clear skin!!! Ah and I'm getting concerned, because tomorrow marks the 3 week mark until school starts.
Completely clear skin in 3 weeks? I can do it if I don't break out anymore! Yikeeeeees.


Condition of my face:
forhead: redmarks, bumps, and a popped pimple.
Cheeks: one spot, which should be gone in the next day or so.
upper lip: one pimple, redmarks.
Chin: redmarks, scabs
nose: blackheads

Today was a pretty good day for me. I wasn't too depressed or anything. Of course its the one day I don't go anywhere. It always seems to work that way. Oh well, any day that I'm relatively happy should be welcomed.
anyways, the scabs on my chin got dried out and parts of them peeled off nicely. I think there is going to be redmarks left behind from all of them but I think they will fade with time.
the pimple on my upper lip didn't form into a head and it flattened out from the benzaclin so I think of will be gone in a few days.
I don't know why I wrote such a long entry today haha.

Condition of my face:
forhead: redmarks (they might be fading but its hard to tell.)
Cheeks: the clearest part of my face besides one pimple.
upper lip: one pimple, redmarks
Chin: redmarks, scar
nose: blackheads

My skin is frusterating.
Just when I think I have it figured out bumps pop up.
A bump that I'd been worried about on my upper lip got inflamed today. There's no head on it, but its too small to be a cyst or a pustule. I'm hoping with enough BP it will go away.
The benzaclin really dried out my face. The two spots I had on my chin are more like scabs now. I have to resist the temptation to pick! I'm doing really well.
Yesterday I got a whitehead where the scar on my chin is. I popped it and I think it actually might make my scar disappear. Hmmm. We'll have to see.


Current State of Face:

Forehead: Red marks [they need to go away!!], bumps
Cheeks: 1 pimplish thing
Upper Lip: redmarks [fading], and a pimple.
Chin: 2 scabs, scar, bumps, redmarks
Nose: blackheads.

I'm almost a week into this blog. And I would like to say my skin is improving, but its not.
I think it's healing, though.
All I need to do is give it time.


Current State of Face:

Forehead: Redmarks [which look like pimples but aren't. How frusterating] , bumps
Cheeks: bumps
Upper Lip: Red Marks [fading really well]
Chin: Scar [which got a blackhead on it. ew.] , red marks, bumps, a pimple, and a scab [lets hope it doesn't scar]
Nose: Blackheads [going away. kind of]

I want to have a sleepover tonight, but I don't want to cause of my face.
One of the bumps on my chin got inflammed, I tried to pick it, nothing came out.
The pimple that was on my chin yesterday is now a nasty scab thing from the benzaclin. I'm praying it doesn't scar.
My forehead looks a lot better.

Current State of Face:

Forehead: Redmarks, bumps
Cheeks: bumps
Upper Lip: Red Marks [fading really well]
Chin: Scar, red marks, bumps, a pimple, and a scab [lets hope it doesn't scar]
Nose: Blackheads [going away. kind of]

Last night I broke out with 2 new spots on my head.
My acne dysmorphia caused me to pick at it so now one of them looks really bad.
One of the bumps on my chin got inflammed so that looked bad as well.
Today wasn't a good day at all for me.
I had friends over and we were taking pictures. I looked bad in all of them because my face was all shiny. I hate having oily skin.
Rawr.
I love artifical light.
I hate sunlight.
I don't know how I'm going to deal with school. Especially picture day.

Current State of Face:

Forehead: Redmarks, 2 pimples
Cheeks: bumps
Upper Lip: Red Marks [fading really well]
Chin: Scar, red marks, bumps, and a pimple.
Nose: Blackheads [blackheads are going away as well]

My face looks clear with makeup on. Except for bumps which you can only see close up.

Current State of Face:

Forehead: Redmarks, 1 pimple
Cheeks: bumps
Upper Lip: Red Marks [fading really well]
Chin: Scar, red marks, bumps, and a pimple.
Nose: Blackheads [blackheads are going away as well]

Alright. So I just started this blog to track how my success is going.

I think I'm doing a lot better, just bumps here and there. I just picked one and i'm afraid its going to get huge and gross. BPed it up.

Current State of Face:

Forehead: Redmarks, 1 pimple, red marks here and there.
Cheeks: Some bumps, other than that nothing.
Upper Lip: Red Marks
Chin: Scar, red marks, bumps, and a pimple.
Nose: Blackheads.