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[Julz_theFace]

DAY 63

If u actually think about it, 63 days is long. Hmmmm! Well forgott to take my fix this morning. So ill have to pop 40mg Acutane tonight. I think things are improving. They might just be staying the same. Got about 3 newbies. Very small, not worth talking about. I hate the flushing though. My face seems burnt, but its ok. Hve to deal with it. Went out on monday night. Didnt really enjoy myself, even though there was tons of tallent and it was packed. Suppose i am missing her. Sigh!

I wanted to call her so bad today, even thought about what i was going to say. Went something like this. You know, id appreciate it if you were sincere with me. Please dont message me and ask to go for coffee. Please dont send me mixed signals because im trying to get over you. I have a heart so either leave me alone or beg for me back!

I didnt say any of that because i know its the wrong thing too do. Anyway, why should i contact her! Im the one too good for her! She should be groveling at my feet, not that i expect her to do that now. One day she will be really sorry. Anyways

Side effects. Non really. Dry all over, thats all. No peeling, or cracked lips. Eczema is gone and my hair is nice. One thing THOUGH. My hair is falling out a bit. Not too bad, but i notice in the shower, or bath a few strands of hair. Oh well, small price to pay for clear skin.

Im on Holidays now, (vacation) for a month. So no Varsity, YAY! Gona party like an animal. Not that interested in girls though, even though many have hit on me. Im not vain or anything(actually the opposite) Confidence problem, but i just cant touch another girl at the moment.

Im going to buy sound for my car soon. Got some spare cash so i think ill spend it on myself. No one else to spend it on anymore. Ill get some Guess jeans, OHHHH those are nice. Ill rob pop in later too see whats up.

Julian

[Julz_theFace]

I JUST SAW THE PRICE OF ACUTANE IN AMERICA. IT IS INSANE. Our south African currency is the Rand ok. 7 Dollars = 1 rand. So for Acutane in america its about 700 doallars a month for the drug. In Southern Africa its only 500 rand... How do u guys afford it!!

i would be paying R4200.00 if one converts rands into dollars. that is the maddest thing i have ever seen. I pay 500 rand, while u guys pay 4200 rand. SHAME!! and i dont have insurance either

[Kirstin]

If you don't have health insurance in the US, it is very very very hard to afford going through treatment! The pills aren't the only thing that costs$$$, but monthly doctor visits probably cost $100 and blood tests probably cost, well, I don't know, but they are expensive!

I have advised others on this board before that it would be worth it to get an individual policy. They can range from $300-500, which is well worth it!

We have a major problem with healthcare in this country. How are you expected to make money if you are sick and can't afford doctor's visits or medication to get better!

[Julz_theFace]

day 64

Hey everyone. Hope you all dong well. Im doing better. My skin is clearing up nicely. YAY! Still needs work though. No blackheads really, no white heads, just a few bumps here and there. My lips are dry today, really dry. No headaches, or anything like that. Just tired hey. I fall asleep so easily at night. I love it. I dont worry myself sick anymore about little things. I think i just might have an anxiety dissorder. Jokes hey

Well, nothing much to say really. Im at work, bored out of my mind, trying my hardest to keep HER out of my head. I wonder who the next person is going to be like, i mean the next person i fall in-love with. Im going to try my hardest not to fall in-love but if i do, then i do. I wonder about these things. What will she look like, how much different will she be from my ex? will she be kind, caring, honest?

I met this other girl about a month ago. I liked her, but i just cant give myself to a girl anymore. She wanted to do allot of stuff ( u know ) but i ended up stopping her. What kinda guy does that these days my friends ask. A guy like me, i reply. Anyways, she was 4 years older than me. I got kinda scared. Didnt know what she was going to do to me. I dont talk to her much anyway. I probably would be closer to her if my heart wasnt so fucked!

I want to buy some cetaphil tommorow. Its just reached Southern Africa. I hear it does wonders.. Sounds like a great product. Im into like, products for guys. Shaving stuff, Nice smellies etc. Like clothes too, but i love rugby more. Dont know if ya americans know what it is. Just think of it as american football, where the players have no body protectors, or helmets, and u only takle the guy with the ball! Yeah, South Africa are playing france this weekend. Should be a good game..

What else! Acutane, hmmm! nothing much to say about it, other thn its doing its job! Well this friday i think ill go o an awsome party. Shakara! Its going to pump. All the school people are on holiday this friday so its going to be busy. My dad just bought a Porche, ill ask him if i can go in it.. Dont think he will let me though. Ill try my luck

Anyways all ya cool people. Chat tommorow.
Julian

[Julz_theFace]

Day 65

Today is like yesterday. everything about it. I shaved this morning and my skin feels nice and smooth. Its also nice and soft. Got no newbies today. Just have a few old ones healing. Other than that im ok. Im going out tonight and i dont have to worry about huge things on my face. Yay! Hope i can get some cetaphil today. Its nice stuff.

What can i tell you guys. Hmmm, nothing much. My life is on hold at the moment. Im waiting for better days. TheY are coming. Hopefully next week or so. He he! Lips are dry as usual.

Later all

[hi im Lvig]

Hey i use Cetaphil and i love it! congrats on no new pimples!
and dont put your life on hold because of some pimples..i'm sure you look fine!

[Julz_theFace]

DAY WHATEVER

MINI BREAKOUT, NOT TOO BAD. THINGS GETTING BETTER. DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING. HAVING A BAD DAY
She wants me back! whatever

Ciao
jUlz

[trenem]

Ah, sorry to hear about the lady troubles. Time is the best med! Cetaphil is great stuff. I am glad to hear that you are clearing with the exception of the mini beakout. Im sure you look great!
Taren