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Started by girl3900, Feb 22 2005 10:59 PM
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Posted 22 February 2005 - 10:59 PM
It never ends. Before i used to think people noticed me because i was somewhat attractive. Now i'm getting paranoid and I start to think they must have only been staring at me because of my acne. If a guy looks my way, I can't look him in the eye because i'm sure he's thinking how awful I look. Wearing makeup helps a little but i'm even self conscious it's too obvious. ugh. I hate this. I feel like everyone i come in contact only remembers me as the 'zit girl who tries to hide it with makeup'.
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Posted 23 February 2005 - 03:10 AM
i was kinda the same. back in the day chicks use to think that i was a bit of a looker, hell, even i thought things were sweet (maximum vanity). then acne hit me. turned me into a throbing mess of ugliness, dispicable skin and paranoia. i cant look others in the eye, avoid harsh lighting, constantly wear a stupid cap to hide my face( i fucken hate that thing) no confidence at all with the ladies, been wagging work the last couple of days and have become www.angryloner.com
its all gone to hell in a hand-cart.
i wanna hide from every son-of-a-bitch out there untill this clears, if ever....
its all gone to hell in a hand-cart.
i wanna hide from every son-of-a-bitch out there untill this clears, if ever....
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Posted 23 February 2005 - 12:56 PM
I feel the same way too. I hate it. Whenever my friends look at me, I look away from them 
I always wonder when this shit is going away, sometimes I just sit in my room and cry because its ruining my life. I'm 15 years old- I'm supposed to be out having fun and making out with guys and going to parties and just doing the normal teenage stuff. I won't even kiss my boyfriend because I don't wanna look at him. I don't want him to see my face up close. It's awful. And I always wonder why I'm the one who has to have it. Out of everyone in my school, why me? I'm already self-concious.. and with acne I'm 100% worse. Even make-up doesn't cover up my acne.. sometimes I just wish my b/f had acne so I wouldn't have to worry about him hating mine. It would be so great 
Ok well I don't think you all wanna hear me going on and on about how much this sucks. I just wish I had someone to talk to- who knows exactly how I feel. Well if you wanna talk my s/n on AIM is Blink182Fanatik4
I always wonder when this shit is going away, sometimes I just sit in my room and cry because its ruining my life. I'm 15 years old- I'm supposed to be out having fun and making out with guys and going to parties and just doing the normal teenage stuff. I won't even kiss my boyfriend because I don't wanna look at him. I don't want him to see my face up close. It's awful. And I always wonder why I'm the one who has to have it. Out of everyone in my school, why me? I'm already self-concious.. and with acne I'm 100% worse. Even make-up doesn't cover up my acne.. sometimes I just wish my b/f had acne so I wouldn't have to worry about him hating mine. It would be so great Ok well I don't think you all wanna hear me going on and on about how much this sucks. I just wish I had someone to talk to- who knows exactly how I feel. Well if you wanna talk my s/n on AIM is Blink182Fanatik4
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