Does anyone just... not care anymore?
Started by GIMojo, Feb 15 2005 09:58 PM
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#1
Posted 15 February 2005 - 09:58 PM
I have very sevre acne (check gallery) and ive been battling with it for years with 2 dollar products to 100 dollar dermabrasions, and its working a bit but I see a bunch of pits in the future and now... I just dont care so much anymore
Like having great skin would be great and i still am trying to get great skin but, for the most part I dont care as much. Like, i look at myself in the mirror and I go... that image will stick with my through high school, so is it that ive given up hope for clear skin?
errr Im not even sure what it is im feeling
Like having great skin would be great and i still am trying to get great skin but, for the most part I dont care as much. Like, i look at myself in the mirror and I go... that image will stick with my through high school, so is it that ive given up hope for clear skin?
errr Im not even sure what it is im feeling
#2
Posted 15 February 2005 - 10:00 PM
AHHHHHHH CLAER SKIN IS THE GREATEST FEELING BECAUSE WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE IT THEN THE FEELING THE WORST. I JUST WENT FROMT HE WORST SKIN IN THE WORLD TO CLEAR TO WORST SKIN AGAIN AND NOW ITS HARD TO WALK DOWN THE ROAD AGAIN.
#3
Posted 15 February 2005 - 10:01 PM
I think I'm starting to forget about it, accept it. I found I was a lot less worried about applying my medication lately, and when I go outside I don't feel as bad. I think learning all about it makes you realize how much of a non-issue it can really be. We make it 10,000% worse than it really is.
I'm not going to stop my medication because I'd still rather be clear, but even if nothing happens I'm starting to accept that. Just turn around and still live a happy and productive life.
I'm not going to stop my medication because I'd still rather be clear, but even if nothing happens I'm starting to accept that. Just turn around and still live a happy and productive life.
#4
Posted 15 February 2005 - 10:05 PM
I know how you feel.
Sometimes, it is easier not to care about anything for a while, be apathetic, let everything dim all around. This dampens the pain of living in an acne shell. The tricky part is retaining enough care within yourself to remain true, to remain passably human.
The amazing thing about this board is that in every post you read, you see yourself there; been there, done that kind of deja vu.
#5
Posted 15 February 2005 - 10:14 PM
QUOTE(Enter the Dragon @ Feb 16 2005, 04:00 AM)
AHHHHHHH CLAER SKIN IS THE GREATEST FEELING BECAUSE WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE IT THEN THE FEELING THE WORST. I JUST WENT FROMT HE WORST SKIN IN THE WORLD TO CLEAR TO WORST SKIN AGAIN AND NOW ITS HARD TO WALK DOWN THE ROAD AGAIN.
Been there man. After my first course of accutane, I was clear for 2 years plus. Felt free as a bird, could do things spontaneously. It felt great to feel normal. Kind of a contradiction, but 'normals' often take things like this for granted.
#6
Posted 15 February 2005 - 10:23 PM
Im not obsessed with getting my skin to look flawless cause right now, its just very unlikely. But I do have a 'degree' of not caring in that I accept I have acne and my skin is not perfect and I dont look my best most of the time. But I dont go out of my way to 'let myself go' so to speak. I do avoid situations where it might make it worse. Such as late night clubbing....
#7
Posted 15 February 2005 - 11:05 PM
a pride of lions were very prosper and well due to the control of the dominant male. After a while as time wearys the male is kicked out of the herd and decides to wander out into a forest and eventually dies alone.( nature sure has a sense of humor huh) wouldn't it be so much easier if he just lets go? His false pride, his past, his shallow breath. Don't know where i was going with this but this sparked and reminded me of it.
#8
Posted 15 February 2005 - 11:07 PM
okay?
#9
Posted 16 February 2005 - 12:25 AM
I don't care anymore either man. Fuck it all. It's actually under control more so when I don't care about it.
#10
Posted 16 February 2005 - 01:26 AM
dont give a little fuck about it anymore.... but i have only redmarks.... but still.....
*AWWWWWWWWWW GODDDD BLESSS ACCCCCCUTANNNNNNEEEE*
*AWWWWWWWWWW GODDDD BLESSS ACCCCCCUTANNNNNNEEEE*
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