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[adultAcne]

well you are not the only wishing to die at night

Ya know, one time I did something that made me actually feel better. I changed my attitude, at least temporarily and felt better. I just accepted that I was fucking ugly and just was like, "yeah, I'm ugly people, and don't fuck with me, I'm mean and ugly, and you may not be attracted to me, but you better respect me cuz I'm ugly and not a happy camper and if you cross me I just might tear your head off!"

It was all in my head and eventually wore off because I'm not really like that, but for the time being, I sorta felt better. I wasn't good lookin, but I was "bad"... you know how there is a part in every guy that want's to be intimidating? I just imagined that I valued my ugliness to make myself intimidating, sorta like a big ole ugly biker! You don't see very many cute bikers! The uglier the better! LOL

[Mr.Tweed]

Have done it few times pretty long while ago, not anymore am much stronger now.
But not as strong as I wanna be

[inbloom123]

QUOTE(Darth Hideous @ Feb 15 2005, 08:48 PM)
Please don't pray, even if you are religious. It's a waste of mental resources.





Don't ever post here again.

hang on. its just his opinion man, he clearly doesn't believe in god. he has just as much right to say not to pray then any of you has to say to pray.
what is it with some religious people? whenever you question their beliefs or dare to show a different view point they come out swinging. you have no right to tell someone "never post here again"
maybe because your religious beliefs differ from mine, you should never post here again.

[Darth Hideous]

Don't ever post here again.

You didn't say please. Bastard!

[Goody317]

You know what else sucks!  I've had my contact lenses out for about a week.  After I put them back in today and looked at myself in the mirror I was like, "holy shit!  damn I'm ugly!"  LOL  Ignorance is bliss!

don't worry about it man, you are not the only one ugly here...

[lightning_king2000]

I dont cry about my problems.... even though I have alot to cry about. Acne is actually the least of my problems. I used to cry easily when I was a kid but now I dont know how to cry anymore. I have so many emotions bottled up inside of me and I dont know how to let it out. When I lay down at night sometimes I think about my future and how hopeless it is. Sometimes I wonder how much longer I can last but Im still here and alive and thats wat matters...

[Goody317]

Ya know, one time I did something that made me actually feel better.  I changed my attitude, at least temporarily and felt better.  I just accepted that I was fucking ugly and just was like, "yeah, I'm ugly people, and don't fuck with me, I'm mean and ugly, and you may not be attracted to me, but you better respect me cuz I'm ugly and not a happy camper and if you cross me I just might tear your head off!"

It was all in my head and eventually wore off because I'm not really like that, but for the time being, I sorta felt better.  I wasn't good lookin, but I was "bad"... you know how there is a part in every guy that want's to be intimidating?  I just imagined that I valued my ugliness to make myself intimidating, sorta like a big ole ugly biker!  You don't see very many cute bikers!  The uglier the better!  LOL

I feel you on this man. I also accept that I am ugly, nothing I can do about it, like me or hate me. I can simply continue accepting who I am. Although sometimes is hard but I try my best. I thought wishing just to go to sleep and never wake up. Even if I do wake up, I'd be happy if I'd just wake up from this night mare ass life that I have. I am making most of what life gives me really... I can only tell my self everyday, today is like yesterday. I just try to make it better and better. I have both feet on the ground and noone can't ever bring me down no matter how bad I look physically.

[adultAcne]

hang on. its just his opinion man, he clearly doesn't believe in god.  he has just as much right to say not to pray then any of you has to say to pray. 
what is it with some religious people? whenever you question their beliefs or dare to show a different view point they come out swinging.  you have no right to tell someone "never post here again" 
maybe because your religious beliefs differ from mine, you should never post here again.

He has the right to tell him not to post again. And everyone has the right to get pissed off for whatever reason they want, or to just be happy.

[adultAcne]

Man, if there is one thing that I can say to you kids is this. BE STRONG! When things are bad, don't react too much and just observe what's going on and your emotions in a detached way and don't wallo too much in your misery. I've been through some unbelievably rough shit in my life, but if you refuse to roll over and die, then you'll be VERY strong latter. Don't complain too much about your pain. EVERYONE in life gets screwed over at some point. Be glad that you are getting your dose of crap early and out of the way. Things will get better. Seriously, read bio's about your idols and you'll prolly find that they too had their share of crap in life. So, take your crap pill like everyone else and be happy because crying about it only makes it worse. Yes, when you have to cry, it's ok to find that shoulder to cry on, but do it completely and get it out of your system, and then move on. Take an emotional break from crying about all this once in a while.

We get unhappy and miserable when reality does not fall in line with our expectations. That was my point with the previous story of not giving a shit. I truely found value in being ugly and felt better. Ya, it was a mind trick, but it was real at the time. If you didn't care about your looks, you would be blissfully happy. Take a few minutes a day and don't care... just to give yourself a break. You can always get back to being miserable later. <- sarcasm

[Goody317]

yeah I know you weren't the only crying on v-day I guess the most common days to cry would be

..your birthday
.. xmas
.. new years
.. v-day

[MartinaL]

def, last christmas i went up to my room with a 6 pack of beer and cried myself into oblivion...


......and my family didn't care....

[xXillusion]

I cry when it gets bad, but not in not in my bed, I cry when I try to cover up the worst break out in many months.

[Goody317]

I don't cry always in bed. I can cry looking in the mirror or just being alone walking in the park at night. It varies, I am very sensitive I don't know.

[gamer123]

I don't cry always in bed. I can cry looking in the mirror or just being alone walking in the park at night. It varies, I am very sensitive I don't know.

from looking at your pic, i dont see why you need to cry

[Goody317]

well I have my secrets

[dressedinblack]

At around 16-18 I used to cry or atleast want to when I went to bed. That was when I had severe acne, and things just seemed so bad that I wanted to kill myself. But with patience and time they cleared and I now lay in bed and feel ok most of the time, and it'll be the same for all of you. Just have a hell of alot of patience and never give up hope.

[Goody317]

yeah once you are cleared from acne, you still have feelings from everything you go through. It comes and go.

[Roddy]

I never cry about my acne (usually) but when I’m in bed I have time to reflect how bad my life/acne is.

-Roddy