Gutterflower, on 20 November 2011 - 07:10 PM, said:
I hope you find what you are looking for from this diet, because you seem as though you are thoroughly torturing yourself with it.

I know that food can be a huge trigger but please don't make your life miserable in the process. Food
should be enjoyed, even if it has the potential to break you out.
I definately feel tortured sometimes because the food on my diet is very bland..and makes me depressed sometimes. But I would rather have clear skin than eat good tasting food. My Mom has terrible skin and she's in her 40s, I don't want to end up having my acne as bad as her. And my brother has pitted scars, so my face has the potential to get really bad. I jsut want to stop the cycle before it gets to be real bad.
Today I ate:
Sugar cookies, lemon cake bread, chicken, rice, and spinach stew..in that order lol. The cookies and rice and stuff didn't really taste that good actually, I actually would have rather wanted to eat a salad.
I know my face wil break out within a week in zits, all around my mouth, and I'm predicting some will be on my jawline and on my nose, and maybe some on my forhead, that would be crazy if I get it right.
But anyway, the pimples usually last 2 weeks but, since I'm suddenly going raw, I'm sure alot of toxins will expell out of my body through my skin. I read that toxins are suppost to expell through your kidneys but, if your kidneys aren't working properly, toxins release through your skin-this could be something.
I have been eating badly for months, maybe since March...I used to be a strict raw vegan and during that time my face was clear so that diet really did work for me. I went off the diet because I thought "Oh, my skin is clear now, I can have some vegetable soup." WRONG, I actually broke out from it.
I hope to God I can get through 2 months of this diet without going crazy. I reallllly want to be clear.
I also took new steps into preventing acne, I stopped going to the gym because I noticed body pimples. I stopped letting shampoo and conditioner touch my body. I also stopped sleeping in clothing that has irritation factors, like buttons or zippers.
I'm taking a lot of steps to have clear skin and I know my journey ahead is going to be hard.
I'm just glad I can write down everything I'm feeling throughout the process so I can get through it and get out all my emotions, so I don't take my emotions out on food.
Tommorrow is day 1 of the rest of my life.
*Dramatic music*