Ive had fairly moderate acne for years now..10 years maybe.Im 20 now and been through the antibiotics the topicals the cleansers and the BP. I was put on Dianette combined pill when i was 15 (im 20 now) and became horribly depressed and anxious whilst on it (still unsure as to whether that was the cause but can see no other possibility) and now my doctor wants me to try it again...Im sooo scared of this happening again Im doing a degree so i cant afford to just drop out or anything due to depression but my skin affects me sooo much i feel like an ugly freak and i hate looking at myself and i stick to dimly lit places like some sort of vampire its horrible

anyone been on dianette and would like to give me any tips? or should i just avoid this pill altogether and put up with my skin? cant help feeling this is all down to vanity but most of you on here have experienced the mental trauma of having to apply loads of foundation in the morning only to have it rubbed off by 2pm and need to apply more...walking down the street envying everyone with lovely skin...its a terrible affliction and now i have to make the choice...chance it with the pill and have the skin of my dreams? and risk the depression...or carry on as i am?
any replies greatly appreciated

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