DAY 6Hi lovely people (btw I'm so impressed with how friendly and comforting people on this site are.. wow, only wish real life was like this!) Had a rough morning waking up with a bunch more pimples and dead ones that became active again :@ so frustrating.. but can't give up i refuuusee! I figure it's because I started way too fast with the BP, i haaate the Panoxyl

can't wait to get Dan's in the mail! So since yesterday I've been using a bit more then pea-size and mixing it with about 1/2 teaspoon of water and it makes a HUGE difference! I can now glide it easily all over my face and I don't have to use a whole sh*t ton

My skin is FLAKE CITY, dry as hell, super tight but not so red anymore! I hope my stubborn sensitive skin starts being bestfriends with the BP soon..
On another note, I've been working out tons lately which is suuuper unsual for me.. Acne destroyed my face but has done wonders for my body lmao, in august when the acne got bad I weighed 160, and I've lost 15 pounds since then. It's funny because my weight used to be a big issue (I was never overweight persay, but my highest was 178) and I've been struggling for years, yo-yo dieting, always focusing on my weight.. and then acne came, and THAT became my biggest issue. It's the only time I've actually stuck to a diet (cholesterol free, basically fat and sugar free, no white flour, etc, in hopes to reduce the acne) because of how much this is affecting my self-esteem, I'd eat celery everyday if it meant I could have a clear face lol.. So with all of the changes in my diet, the weight just slid right off and I didn't even notice because I've been so busy focusing on my acne. It makes me laugh, really... Weight is such a stupid issue, it's so easy to control.. Acne on the other hand! FFF UUUU!
Also, grabbed some scissors last night and went chop-crazy on my bangs in order to make the hairloss (it's starting to look like my hairline is receiding

) from the accutane (i think? or maybe it was from the pregnancy hormones, or getting on and off and on and off birthcontrol..) less noticeable! it worked

they're pretty cute, i find. I will take new pictures Christmas morning to show my (not so much) progress! You guys make my day xox