Posted 03 December 2009 - 12:39 AM
I KNOW THIS IS A LOT TO READ BUT PLEASE TAKE THE TIME IF YOU ARE CONSIDERING ACCUTANE:
well its been a while since my last post, 8 months roughly. wow. So I hate to break it to ya but accutane isnt gonna be that miracle you were hoping for, in-fact quite the opposite if my experience is anything to go by. I knew the risks when i agreed to take the drug but desperation certainly clouded my judgement.
So heres the deal. I took accutane to rid myself of acne and help combat my rosacea, and wow did my acne ever clear up fast! seriously two or three months into the program i was singing to the heavens, im cured im cured thank god!!! I started going out more and enjoying my life again. I still had the rosacea to deal with but i felt the longer i stayed on accutane the better it would become. So 10mg a day continued for some time until my prescription ran out and i figured id made it, i thought i got away scot free. Not so much.
I started to get INTENSE pulsations and burning sensations running through my face. My rosacea flare ups have gone from once every few days to 3-4 severe flare ups a day, and thats on an average day. Sometimes i can spend 6 hours lit up like a bloody christmas tree. But still i thought ok ok its gonna get better its just my body in shock coming down from a strong drug treatment. Well here we are in November and my face is almost in a state of perma red. My whole face! I blush so easily its ridiculous. And it dosnt go away, it persists for atleast an hour maybe more. Even with all of this id be ok to try and deal with a red face but on top of it all MY ACNE IS BACK and as bad if not worse than when i started! I would post pictures but quite honestly im ashamed to do so. I really cant stand the way i look, everytime i look in the mirror im disgusted. The only thing keeping me going is channeling my anger into finishing my degree at school. Oh yea and half my classes i skip because I cant even leave the house some days. I think my profs have a good idea of whats going on, so they seem to be taking it easy on me. Its so frustrating, i dont mean to rant but I feel people need to know what they are getting involved with.
So after all of this youd think i would have stopped taking accutane right?? haha wrong, If i stop taking it my face explodes into pimples. Im stuck on 10mg twice a week to try and curb the destruction all the while getting redder and redder by the day. You become addicted and you become stuck. If you are contemplating taking accutane SERIOUSLY CONSIDER THE SIDE EFFECTS! I know you wont because i know how you feel, IM STILL THERE!
I feel the need to come here and warn you. Maybe accutane will work for you, maybe it wont, its not for me to say but this is my experience and that's all I have to go on. I would not recommend it but its your body and your life. I seriously wish you the best of luck if you do take the drug, but Id love to see more people devoting themselves to finding alternative natural ways of treating themselves. This will ultimately have to be my next step. Somewhere along the line my body came off the tracks, i gotta get back to basics and figure this one out.
Please ask questions, discuss and share. I will make sure i respond promptly to any questions and concerns.
thanks for reading all that