Hi Everyone!
I have had the worst experience since coming off my BCP. I started the pill 5 years ago to start controlling some of my acne and really bad cramping that I was dealing with every month. Over the five years I switch to few different pills - Alesse, Diane 35, Tryciline, and the last one was Yasmine. I was on Yasmine for a little over a year and I started to have these depressed episodes every month right arround the start of my period. The episodes started to get longer and more severe so I decided to stop taking the pill. Up to this point my skin had been relatively clear with only a pimple or two around my period or in times of stress.
I decided to try to combat any possible skin problems when i came off the pill so I started Minocycline a month before I stopped the BCP. That was in Jan 09. the first couple months weren't so bad. I did have an increase in breakouts but nothing unmanageable with the minocyclien and topical treaments like SA and BP.
By the third month things got a lot worse! I had not one or two blemishes a week but a new pimple coming up daily. Most of my pimples are and have always been the little white heads but I started to get larger cysts about once a week and they wouldn't clear up for a couple weeks or even longer!
At this point I tried a couple laser treaments called Smoothbeam and V-Beam. They worked really well when I was on the pill and broke out a bit. But they didn't do anything to make it better now being of the pill! in the last 11 months I have been to a dermatologist and tried, tetrocycline, doxycycline, differine, clindets, diet change, retinol A, every possible drugstore brand you could think of and nothing has worked. My doctor has even checked my hormes and he says they are all in their normal range but they could be fluctuating within this range and there's nothing i can really do about it.
Right now I am taking vitamines and an evening primrose supplement to try to get my hormones balanced, but I've heard it can take up to two years to get your body to start producing it's own hormones regularly again. I'm really worried about this. In the last couple months my acne has become a lot worse and I'm starting to feel very beaten down by the struggle of trying to find somethign that works.
I can't go back on the BCP now, although I'm sure it would help the withdrawal has been horrible. Besides the skin problems I have had to deal with, the acne is affecting my back, shoulder and chest, I've developed an iron deficiency (caused by hormonal fluctuations) and I'm loosing my hair, I have ovarian cycsts that rupture on occasion, migrains, and I have horrible cramps and back aches before and during my period every month that are unresposive to drugs like advil and aleve. I'm kind of getting exhausted from dealing with all of this!
I am now seriously considering Accutane. But I'm afraid that if my acne is purely hormonal than it won't work or will even make things worse. Accutane really scares me because of all of it's posible negative side effects as well and I feel like after what I've been through I'll be that small percentage that gets to deal with all the really rare horrible side effects! I don't know what else I can try but I would love any input, suggestions, or advice that any of you may have.
It has already helped tremedously to know that I am not alone and I thank you all for your stores and your positivity! Your all really helping me endure the struggle and stay strong and positive!
So thank you